Ted- tears are just running down my cheeks...
Someone needs to rewrite Webster's Dictionary and under "hope", they need to put your picture. I mean this from the bottom of my heart. You are the key... so many happy tears for you friend.
Now, Ive noticed that you have mentioned a couple times that you feel guilty for being the only one who has improved. I want to scream "DONT U DARE FEEL THAT WAY!"- but i understand it. This may be outta left field, but make sure you keep an eye on those feelings. It could turn into a sort of "survivors guilt", which can be devistating in itself. Maybe talk with a therapist about it if it really becomes a problem. OK- done telling you what to do...
Ted, I want to be 100% honest here. Ever since I met my PALS and really found out about this disease, well- Ive never had hope. I couldnt. There was nothing to have hope in. I didnt want to set myself up for disappointment so I just looked at it as "it is what it is and we cant do a damn thing about it". But now, you, Ted, have given me the awesome gift of HOPE. How does one thank someone for that? I cannot. All i can do is to promise you that I will continue to fight this battle, to the best of my ability, until the day that I die. And in that process, I hope to affect someone so profoundly, that they continue to fight for the rest of THEIR life.
I now have another Hero.