Thank you everyone for all of your kind words of love and support. Tomorrow will be one month and even though I run the gammit of emotions every day, I feel like he is all around me. He is in my dreams every night. In my dreams, he is well, but I'm still running around trying to keep him healthy and comfortable.
We are having his memorial (Irish Wake) this Friday evening. It should be a good time for all... that is how he wanted it. He asked me one day what was I planning, and I asked him what he wanted. After we planned it, he said, "Man I wish I could be there! It's going to be a good time!" I told him that I was sure that he would be there and there will be a beerstein full just for him. He said, "Don't be surprised if it slowly goes down." He was such a fun loving guy and the life of the party!
He is and always will be in my heart and soul.
Thank you again. You're a special group of people that I am so honored to have in my life.
Love,
Pam