- Jul 30, 2007
My Mom was DX'd about 3 weeks ago, and I've been in a haze since then. Tonight, I couldn't sleep, and I started to realize that ever since the Dr spoke those words to us, I've been on auto-pilot. Not working, drinking too much, sitting on my couch, just trying to pretend that this isn't happening. Thankfully, in a way, my Mom is 100 miles away, so she doesn't have to see this. I haven't cried once, not even at the appt, but now I can't stop. I knew it was coming, I just didn't know when...This is so so so unfair. I don't really know what else to say, I just need to vent to someone who might understand. Thanks.