Not going to happen. Don't you know that the demeanor of the doctor is much more important than what he actually says? :roll:
Personally, I'd be much more prone to be skeptical about being told that brain atrophy and changes in white matter aren't anything serious than I would be about the change in the doctor's demeanor about a few twitches, but that's just me.
trfogey I'm really confused as to why you continue to mock me throughout this thread. Logically I'm going to assume it's due to the frustration and annoyance via the countless number of
"OMG Do I Have ALS?" threads. Threads that I'm sure will even follow after this one is over with.
To that end I'm really sorry. It's not my intention to fall under that umbrella. I personally came to this forum seeking support. Support and potentially guidance from people who have been through, or may have knowledge / expertise of similar situations. Quite frankly I came here because I've been scared. Scared of *symptoms* I'm having which to date, I nor the limited number of doctors I've seen can explain.
If I offended you by coming here and detailing my symptoms (whether they're relevant, logical, or even remotely related to ALS or MND's), then again I truly apologize. Thing is, when I began feeling this way, I started to look this up on my own (which I acknowledge isn't the most productive thing one can do, albeit it's sometimes the -only- thing you can do when you don't have great health insurance). Unfortunately ALS is one of the first things that popped up in my search regarding how I was feeling; muscle twitching, stiffness / weakness of my arm and leg. So yeah, I was petrified.
Unfortunately I can't talk to my family about this, because the one's closest to me I'm already currently taking care of them. I imagine it would ruin them emotionally if they knew I was trying to see a neurologist. Therefore in a lot ways, what little dialogue or information I can exchange or absorb on here, helps me out in more ways than you can imagine.
That being said I'm not asking for sympathy. I'm well aware there's an entire community of people on here suffering in ways far greater than I'll ever understand. My heart and mind truly goes out to them, and their loved ones. And while my posting on here may have at times come-off as desperate, unintelligent, or misinformed, I suppose that's just a response to a fear I've never experienced before.
Lastly as it pertains to this forum, I'm not looking for a diagnosis. Despite what you may think, I'm aware no one here is a doctor, and couldn't possibly assist me medically in any way. It was my hope, however, that there is sufficient people here with enough experience or knowledge of concerns I'm having that could help either ease some anxiety, or perhaps steer me in the right direction.