LaurenMackenzie
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- Joined
- Nov 17, 2024
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- Reason
- Lost a loved one
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- Country
- CA
- State
- NS
- City
- Trenton
Hi, everyone. Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I apologize, it is very long. I have a referral to a neurologist but i am very scared. I have been experiencing a strange sort of dullness/ weakness in my right thumb for at least a month now and I feel like it's progressing to my pointer finger. My right hand is dominant but yet my thumb is skinner on this hand. I also see muscle wasting in the " split hand form. My nurse didn't see that , but she saw a more prominent thumb bone on the left thumb, but a skinner less muscular thumb just behind the knuckle on the right. I notice the weakness/ weird dullness the most when holding a cup. I have an extremely strong family history of ALS. I have lost my maternal grandfather, many of his brothers, and his brother lost about half of is 9 or 10 kids to ALS so far. ( so my grandfather several great uncles and several cousins) the strange thing about my family history is that all the people in my family diagnosed so far have been men. If I have it, I'd be the first female. Would it be unusual that my grandfather had it but none of his children did yet for one of his grandchildren ( me) to get it? The only thing I can think of is that my only uncle died in his 50s and my mom at 64 so maybe they were too young to have developed it? ( I'm glad so far non of my grandfather's kids have seemed to have gotten it my aunts range in age from early 60s to early 70s and again my mom died at 64 from COPD). I am also heterozygous for a bunch of risk snps and maybe homozygous for one. I havent checked them all. I hope that I haven't started to ramble. I guess what I'm asking is , do I have reason to already believe my life is over? I had type 1 diabetes for 18 years and just had a kidney pancreas transplant. I thought I had a second chance at life and now I'm convinced that I'm dying again. Thanks for reading , I'm sure this gets tiring after a while. I really appreciate you all.