i know where your coming from,and feel for you as i may be there one day,but for now iwell thanks for all the kind words. I'll try to drop bymore often than I have been. It's kind of hard. Just because it's depressing and I'm having a hard time with it. Yes, I still do her 24 hours a day, and the doctors have given me. Not a thing. It's starting to piss me off, to say the least. The doctors make so much money and don't give a crap about you, this is what I'm finding out.and rose yes I do have some good memories but I still have to look at that motorcycle in the garage.