Not enough words...
Yeah! - Made it through the Day! I want to thank each and every one of you for helping me get through this, your support has helped me so much and gave me the courage to get thru it all - especially my fears and stress... There just aren't enough words in any language to express the depth of my gratitude.. I was so scared and at completely near the end of my rope, and it was you and only you that got me through the past week, your words of encouragement and strength and hope and prayers is what gave me the faith and ability to fight. Thank you especially to Gina, CindyM, SWMN, kmgy and some new friends Linda, Paty (welcome back), ilgal, Norma, vmd and whoever I may have missed or forgotten - Thank you... I just wish I knew words to describe what I feel for you....
I did feel much better today and think my Mom is feeling alot better and alot less fearful. Cindy - I think you are right, but somehow this machine on the second night was able to regulate it better - it is supposed to have some kind of memory brain thing that records and adjust itself to my breathing every ten minutes - I find that just amazing! Hopefully tonight and tomorrow morning will be even better - just a prayin' and a hopin' :-D ..