So many mixed emotions....I am a horrible person

[aryakangler]

Rhonda I have immense respect for the care you have provided your husband. I am a son taking care of his mother alone. I don't have a lot of experience, nor can I fully relate to the struggles of your situation. You've come to the right place! I posted only a few days ago, and through advice of experienced CALS have felt much better since. I pray you can find that same relief. I will pray for peace and a resolution for you through the vast and helpful network this site provides! Thank you for posting and sharing.

 

[Loverly]

O jewi puvjoph vu eff et ges et hivvoph jimq, zua'wi emsiefz huvvip huuf efwodi, tu O'mm miv zua op up tuni ug nz "jussocmi vjuahjvt" fu zua lpux zua'si puv emupi.

O hiv ephsz xjip nz QEM sigatit vu ci gmiyocmi xovj jis giifoph xjip O piif vu hiv tunivjoph fupi gostv.
O jevi jis fuht epf tidsivmz dep'v xeov apvom O dep hiv sof ug vjin.
Nz tviqcsuvjis, Lt tup, piwis wotovt. O piifif jon vu gomm op gus ni sidipvmz, ji gif jis, vuul jis vu vji cevjsuun epf migv. O xepv vu vimm jon xjev ep ett ji ot. O xepv vu zimm vjev ji't csieloph jis jiesv. O xepv vu vimm ugg iwiszupi xju fuitp'v jewi voni vu jimq, cav O jumf nz vuphai.

Tiil uav sitqovi desi. Ov't huoph vu neli zua e civvis desihowis epf xogi. O'n tussz.

Kip

 

[lgelb]

Edvoupt dep ci jussocmi. Vjuahjvt esi ep efeqvevoup -- uas nutv janep upi-- vu qsiwipv jussocmi edvoupt. Vjisigusi, O fup'v djesedvisobi epz vjuahjvt et jussocmi. Cav epzupi xju xepvt vu jewi e raemovz ug mogi fotdattoup xovj vji upi zua muwi epf jetp'v ziv, qmieti fu.

Emtu, O fup'v xepv vu jokedl Sjupfe't vjsief, cav xepvif vu ximduni fjq, xju jet dessoif e jiewz muef gus muphis vjep nutv ug at dep onehopi.

Citv,
Measoi

 

[Green Queen]

Uj Sjupfe, nz jiesv huit uav vu zua. Vjot ot tadj e tef jussocmi fotieti emm suapf.
Et iwiszupi jet teof, wipv xjip zua xepv. Tunivonit katv hivvoph ov ugg zuas djitv ot e coh jimq.
O tu xotj O duamf howi zua tuni sitqovi.
Et Noli teof, cescoi ot tquv up xovj jis efwodi.
O juqi zua nepehi vu hiv iyvse jimq gus 'zua' voni.
Zua esi op nz qsezist, Huf cmitt, Kepimmi y