- Joined
- Nov 12, 2015
- Messages
- 657
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 11/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- CA
- City
- San Diego
It's hard to believe that my PALS passed more than six months ago. I have been doing ok thanks to friends and family.
I miss my husband so much. Sometimes I think I am doing ok, and am able to laugh with friends. Then it hits me. I went this morning to pick up the memory book they created for me at the funeral home and the moment I saw his face on the cover I started to cry. I've been going to the cemetery regularly to put flowers on his grave and just sit and talk to him. Today was a weepy day for me. I am grateful for the memory book and my dear friends who keep me going but I'm alone most nights and that is hard.
One good thing, I got a senior cat at the shelter a couple of months ago. He is 10 years old and just needed a home. He is very cuddly with me and follows me around. So at least I have some feline affection.
Thinking of all of you
V
I miss my husband so much. Sometimes I think I am doing ok, and am able to laugh with friends. Then it hits me. I went this morning to pick up the memory book they created for me at the funeral home and the moment I saw his face on the cover I started to cry. I've been going to the cemetery regularly to put flowers on his grave and just sit and talk to him. Today was a weepy day for me. I am grateful for the memory book and my dear friends who keep me going but I'm alone most nights and that is hard.
One good thing, I got a senior cat at the shelter a couple of months ago. He is 10 years old and just needed a home. He is very cuddly with me and follows me around. So at least I have some feline affection.
Thinking of all of you
V