Clkarr
New member
- Joined
- Jan 13, 2020
- Messages
- 1
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 05/2010
- Country
- US
- State
- AL
- City
- Huntsville
I lost my mom today, I have been her care giver for 7 years, of watching this disease steal from her every thing was and all joy she could find in life, at the very end all she could do is lay in bed and breath with help from a trillogy. Ruth Karr, deserved a hell of a lot more than this, she could not express gratitude or happiness I have been on a 3 day watch giving mom her morphine every two hrs. Until this morning.. watching the pulse ox,.. reaching for the cough assist at 2am! Watching the trillogy mask mar and start sores on her nose, To all care givers! Yes you are doing the right thing for you loved ones! I know what's it's like to watch and stand helpless.. trying to address one weakness issue after another one,, im so mad and upset words are failing me.. and people tell me they know just what I was having to deal with.. unless you ave been an als care giver.. no,, no you don't you never will. you really have no idea... sorry for the rant the last 3 days have left me shattered. Some first post.. huh..
I am really not this big a jerk..
But last week un did me
I am really not this big a jerk..
But last week un did me