Hi All,
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers! I am still very calm and filled with peace. I am truly blessed! I have weepy moments and I miss him all the time, but I also know that he watches over me, Melissa and Maddie. This serenity is hard to explain; is it because I have no regrets? Is it because of my faith in God? Or is it because of ....? I expected to be immobilized with grief, but I am so thankful that I am not. The house is not lonely or empty, the financial things are going fairly smoothly and Maddie is such a joy. My life is still busy and I'm enjoying the spring. I could not have done the last year without your help and support. You all sustained me when I didn't know where to turn or what to do!
Hugs,
Jen