I am sorry to vent it's just that I am so upset, angered and feel ripped off. I have not been diagnosed with ALS YET, but I could bet my life I have it. For months, I have had all the symptomes. I am just so pissed that anyone has to get this disease and upset that after so many years of knowing about it, the medical industry still cannot tell us what causes it, let alone what cures it. I just feel ripped off and upset. It feels like a nightmare that I cannot wake up from. I have worked so hard just to live an honest life, pay my bills, save for a home, give to charity, make something of myself and I thought that this year would be the year I would finally find true love. I just feel like I have been ripped off.