Amy Perdomo
Active member
- Joined
- Feb 22, 2012
- Messages
- 43
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 09/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- Florida
- City
- Miami
Hi all - Hope everyone had a "good" Christmas, i dont know if the end is near for my mom but she has been very very anxious and scared when its time to go to bed she just doesnt want to lay down, i know she is out of breath when laid back put her hospital bed allows me to bring her up a little, anyways for the last 2 nights she has been "trying" to sleep on the recliner, i am constantly with her, but i get no sleep either, she doesnt want to wear the bipap, and she will have it half the night then yanks it off, she is soo sleepy during the whole day, all she does is dose off and when she breaths i can hear almost like a mechanical noise from her chest/throat, she was diagnosed in sept 2011, today she has a peg in and no longer speaks, she has no energy not even to open her eyes sometimes, i think this might be the beggining of the end, she is going to the ALS clinic on 01/22 but im afraid its going to be too late, does anyone know if theres something maybe that will help her breathing, she gets very scared when she sees that she is out of breath, she gets a look on her face that undescribable ....what a devastating disease this is. Healthy people dont know how we take for granted swallowing, talking, coughing just breathing....I HATE ALS ! i have been a mess, i have a 22 year old and a husband that have to put their relationship on hold to continuously be my moms caregiver....
i dont regret it at all, my mom has been the best mom / dad for all 4 of us, but this is a tuff road we have been put on....i will be praying for all of you and your families, please pray for mine.
Amy