ctollar
Distinguished member
- Joined
- May 17, 2017
- Messages
- 100
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 03/2017
- Country
- US
- State
- FL
- City
- North Port
What does it mean to realize something that has been sitting right in front of you?? I had a dream last night about my dad. I have dreamt about him in the past but not to this extent. In my dream we were doing all of the things that we used to do. However, at the end of the dream he fell. I couldn't get him up no matter how hard I tried and no one would help me. I remember thinking to myself, I need to save him. I woke up with a start and realized I couldn't save him no matter what I did or how hard I tried. I have spent 3 months since he died feeling guily because I couldn't save him. I knew logically that I couldn't but something in me needed to!!! After last night, strangely, I feel better. I know I did everything I could humanly do to help him and this disease knows no boundaries. Has anyone else had this sort of thing happen to them?