Sammantha
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- Joined
- Aug 11, 2007
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- Newport
Okkkkk, I have two fighting teens an unhappy lonely marriage and a difficult process of disability! My company disability approved long term but everytime they request a test they dont pay and my big fancy hospital takes two months to get the paperwork to them. I get notices that say you have thirty days to have this in, so MY neurologist sends my paperwork to my local doc so i have access BUT the the ladies in the office say they cannot give medical info from other docs to me or my disability company! My sons birthday is coming up and he has been such a brat because this is the first year we are unable to get him what he wants, then the holidays are coming up... My mind is going literally, my psychiatrist is worried if its stress or actual brain damage since i do have spots on my frontotemporal lobes........ My back and legs hurt everyday! I take baclofen and klonopin but they still hurt, if i didnt take those i could not walk from spasticity. I want to runaway like a little kid, i cant handle all the negativity around me. I cannot work anymore but i miss my co workers who would notice my troubles but make me laugh. MY WHOLE FAMILY wantsme to be like i was and i am NOT and they make me feel like crap every chance they get! I am sooo ready to pack a bag, get my meds, and live in a tent somewhere in the woods!11:evil: