cb81042
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- Joined
- Apr 6, 2022
- Messages
- 14
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 05/2023
- Country
- US
Hello! Posting as the spouse of someone that definitely has something going on neurologically, but still no definite diagnosis. Will try to briefly (ha ha) summarize:
December 2021 - hoarse voice, slurred speech, frequent coughing. Visit to allergist ruled out post-nasal drip. GI doc did endoscopy, found esophageal stricture. Dilated stricture, started on PPI. Coughing somewhat improved but speech still slow and slurred to the point that friends and relatives are asking me if he's been day-drinking.
March 2022 - speech noticeably impaired. Let go from sales job due to making multiple mistakes. Booked appt with primary care physician due to concerns about slurred speech and cognitive/behavior changes (mostly difficulty problem-solving, changes in hygiene/appearance). Primary care doc ordered MRI and neurology consult. MRI showed cerebellar atrophy, neurology concerned by weakness in R hand and cognitive changes, ordered EMG.
April/May 2022 - sought second neurology opinion due to difficulty scheduling EMG with initial neurologist and husband not liking #1's bedside manner. Neurologist #2 also concerned for motor neuron disease or ataxia. Ordered oodles of tests. EMG = normal. Overnight oximetry study = abnormal with O2 sats in mid-80s while sleeping. Labs = normal except for low B12. Neurologist determined that B12 deficiency was likely responsible for neurological symptoms and recommended B12 replacement. Speech consult and swallow study notable for weakness of lips/tongue and flash penetration of thin liquids on video swallow study along with slowed esophageal motility. Speech evaluated as spastic-ataxic.
June 2022 - B12 replaced, retested within normal range. Symptoms continue to worsen. Neurologist ordered lumbar puncture - positive for protein in CSF, otherwise normal. Neurologist uncertain of diagnosis, leaning toward sporadic adult onset ataxia. No definite diagnosis as a result of this extensive testing, neurology had nothing further to offer.
July 2022 - sought third neurology opinion. Neurologist immediately concerned for bulbar ALS based on presentation. Ordered second EMG, consult with neuromuscular specialist and PFTs. EMG results were abnormal and different from the initial EMG in April 2022, but not diagnostic for ALS. Based on negative EMG, referred to ataxia clinic and neuromuscular consult and PFTs were cancelled by the clinic.
August 2022 - visit with ataxia specialist. Diagnosed with spinocerebellar ataxia based on cerebellar atrophy present on MRI. Referred to speech therapy and instructed to return to clinic in 6 months. Ataxia neurologist unconcerned by profound weakness of facial muscles.
August 2022 - March 2022 -- continues to have sharp decline in speech and swallowing. By March 2022, no longer able to speak in full sentences. Speech almost unintelligible. Significant weakness of tongue and lips. Cannot raise eyebrows, cannot smile, having difficulty spitting, blowing nose, and endorsing shortness of breath with minimal activity. Having difficulty with non-verbal conversations as well. Can no longer walk and talk at the same time. Frequent coughing and multiple suspected aspiration events.
April 2022 - Now having difficulty chewing. Cannot manage saliva and drools often. Frequent coughing due to choking on own saliva. Having difficulty breathing while laying flat. Short of breath with minimal activity. Increasingly anxious. Quality of communication (both written and verbal) deteriorating fast. Followed up with ataxia specialist and ataxia specialist shocked that symptoms have progressed this much. Ataxia specialist now concerned for motor neuron disease. Third EMG ordered. Another MRI ordered. Second swallow study ordered. Pulmonolgy consult placed. All of these are pending and will be completed within the next few weeks except for the EMG that isn't able to be scheduled until September. [insert big eyeroll here]
So that brings us to today. I have suspected since the first neurologist ordered an EMG that there might be something neuromuscular going on. The ataxia diagnosis never felt right and genetic testing was negative for all of the common ataxias. Mobility-wise, there hasn't been much progression. I can tell that my husband has lost a lot of muscle and his muscles are often "twitchy" at rest. His balance is somewhat impaired, but he is still ambulatory and doesn't need any assistive devices. Getting up from a seated position is more challenging and he is having difficulty with fine motor skills like buttoning shirts or taking lids off jars, but otherwise gets around slowly but surely.
I'm frustrated because it's clear that there is something happening, but we still don't have a definite diagnosis or prognosis. It's clear that whatever this is, it is progressing rapidly and having a big impact on his quality of life. Every single neurologist that he has seen has been immediately concerned for motor neuron disease, specifically bulbar ALS. However, his EMGs have not supported that diagnosis thus far. We have been in this awful limbo for over a year, knowing that something is very very wrong, but unable to label it or get the correct resources in place.
I occasionally lurk on some of the sub-forums and find so many things relatable, but unfortunately can't participate in any of those conversations because there isn't an official diagnosis in place. It's a very lonely place to be as there really isn't much of a community geared toward the undiagnosed. I'm not totally sure what I'm expecting to get out of posting this brain dump -- maybe someone else can relate to some of our story and offer some sage advice for how to deal with this kind of uncertainty.
Thanks for listening.
cb
December 2021 - hoarse voice, slurred speech, frequent coughing. Visit to allergist ruled out post-nasal drip. GI doc did endoscopy, found esophageal stricture. Dilated stricture, started on PPI. Coughing somewhat improved but speech still slow and slurred to the point that friends and relatives are asking me if he's been day-drinking.
March 2022 - speech noticeably impaired. Let go from sales job due to making multiple mistakes. Booked appt with primary care physician due to concerns about slurred speech and cognitive/behavior changes (mostly difficulty problem-solving, changes in hygiene/appearance). Primary care doc ordered MRI and neurology consult. MRI showed cerebellar atrophy, neurology concerned by weakness in R hand and cognitive changes, ordered EMG.
April/May 2022 - sought second neurology opinion due to difficulty scheduling EMG with initial neurologist and husband not liking #1's bedside manner. Neurologist #2 also concerned for motor neuron disease or ataxia. Ordered oodles of tests. EMG = normal. Overnight oximetry study = abnormal with O2 sats in mid-80s while sleeping. Labs = normal except for low B12. Neurologist determined that B12 deficiency was likely responsible for neurological symptoms and recommended B12 replacement. Speech consult and swallow study notable for weakness of lips/tongue and flash penetration of thin liquids on video swallow study along with slowed esophageal motility. Speech evaluated as spastic-ataxic.
June 2022 - B12 replaced, retested within normal range. Symptoms continue to worsen. Neurologist ordered lumbar puncture - positive for protein in CSF, otherwise normal. Neurologist uncertain of diagnosis, leaning toward sporadic adult onset ataxia. No definite diagnosis as a result of this extensive testing, neurology had nothing further to offer.
July 2022 - sought third neurology opinion. Neurologist immediately concerned for bulbar ALS based on presentation. Ordered second EMG, consult with neuromuscular specialist and PFTs. EMG results were abnormal and different from the initial EMG in April 2022, but not diagnostic for ALS. Based on negative EMG, referred to ataxia clinic and neuromuscular consult and PFTs were cancelled by the clinic.
August 2022 - visit with ataxia specialist. Diagnosed with spinocerebellar ataxia based on cerebellar atrophy present on MRI. Referred to speech therapy and instructed to return to clinic in 6 months. Ataxia neurologist unconcerned by profound weakness of facial muscles.
August 2022 - March 2022 -- continues to have sharp decline in speech and swallowing. By March 2022, no longer able to speak in full sentences. Speech almost unintelligible. Significant weakness of tongue and lips. Cannot raise eyebrows, cannot smile, having difficulty spitting, blowing nose, and endorsing shortness of breath with minimal activity. Having difficulty with non-verbal conversations as well. Can no longer walk and talk at the same time. Frequent coughing and multiple suspected aspiration events.
April 2022 - Now having difficulty chewing. Cannot manage saliva and drools often. Frequent coughing due to choking on own saliva. Having difficulty breathing while laying flat. Short of breath with minimal activity. Increasingly anxious. Quality of communication (both written and verbal) deteriorating fast. Followed up with ataxia specialist and ataxia specialist shocked that symptoms have progressed this much. Ataxia specialist now concerned for motor neuron disease. Third EMG ordered. Another MRI ordered. Second swallow study ordered. Pulmonolgy consult placed. All of these are pending and will be completed within the next few weeks except for the EMG that isn't able to be scheduled until September. [insert big eyeroll here]
So that brings us to today. I have suspected since the first neurologist ordered an EMG that there might be something neuromuscular going on. The ataxia diagnosis never felt right and genetic testing was negative for all of the common ataxias. Mobility-wise, there hasn't been much progression. I can tell that my husband has lost a lot of muscle and his muscles are often "twitchy" at rest. His balance is somewhat impaired, but he is still ambulatory and doesn't need any assistive devices. Getting up from a seated position is more challenging and he is having difficulty with fine motor skills like buttoning shirts or taking lids off jars, but otherwise gets around slowly but surely.
I'm frustrated because it's clear that there is something happening, but we still don't have a definite diagnosis or prognosis. It's clear that whatever this is, it is progressing rapidly and having a big impact on his quality of life. Every single neurologist that he has seen has been immediately concerned for motor neuron disease, specifically bulbar ALS. However, his EMGs have not supported that diagnosis thus far. We have been in this awful limbo for over a year, knowing that something is very very wrong, but unable to label it or get the correct resources in place.
I occasionally lurk on some of the sub-forums and find so many things relatable, but unfortunately can't participate in any of those conversations because there isn't an official diagnosis in place. It's a very lonely place to be as there really isn't much of a community geared toward the undiagnosed. I'm not totally sure what I'm expecting to get out of posting this brain dump -- maybe someone else can relate to some of our story and offer some sage advice for how to deal with this kind of uncertainty.
Thanks for listening.
cb