myooshka
Active member
- Joined
- Aug 4, 2007
- Messages
- 97
- Country
- CA
- State
- alberta
- City
- Sylvan Lake
Has anyone had problems with memory? It started about a month ago I noticed I would really have to concentrate on what I was saying and now at times I have trouble spelling or thinking of words. Writing in my journal is more difficult even posting on here I have to look over a few times to make sure it makes sense. I am so scared as I mentioned to mamaoftwo I was at gp today. He noticed more muscle loss in the hands and forearms and in the tongue. Mentioned homecare to help me with housekeeping. I mentioned I was finding it more diificult to pul myself out of the tub he mentioned having someone come in for a lower tub, but I told him I don't need it yet. Anyways that would be too scarey to have to make changes to my home, I'm just not ready for that yet. Evevn as I write this I can't believe at 31 I'm writing this. Even though I am so sick I still like to pretend I'm still the strong 31 year old I was just over a year ago when all this started. In Canada we have to be referred by gp but he said it should be very soon to see this head neuro. Hope it's not als, but I'm pretty sure this will be a quick diagnosis of something neuromuscular as with my hands, fingers, arms, tongue it is very visible to see there is a problem. I have been ill for 14 months now, but the last three the muscle loss is very obvious. Oh how I don't want to believe it. I can try to cope with loss of body, but mind, I hope this memory thing does not get worse. Anyhow if my posting start to not make sense or my spelling becomes like a child's just ignore it as my brain seems to not want to function as per usual. Mya