How nice to see a new painting. The softness is lovely. B May blessings abound. (Unless you object, I'll flip them when I can so everyone can see them better.)
Nice work Pete. Is it watercolor or acrylic? How is your painting arm and hand? I paint too and know how difficult and frustrating it can sometimes be with comprised arms and hands.
I am sorry to hear art is such struggle for you. Are you new to painting. I like the piece a lot. Very ephemeral. Reason I am writing is looking for others that like, indulge in visual arts for self support group of like minded artist.
Attached is two images. One is installation I did at automatic in washington DC and the other is pastel, acrylic, oil I did on large raw canvas title Mr Peabody.
I am color blind and tend to use lot of weird colors in my work. Don't be afraid to use color and don't be afraid to break the rules.
I started with crayons and worked my way up to oil. Oil can be pretty daunting as place to start in my opinion. You might want to look into oil based p[astels as they are beautiful, you can blend colors with fingers and are more like crayons so might be easier on you arms my friend. Keep painting!