PAL forgets what happens and blames me

[Elaine Ramos]

Does anyone experience this? My husband has bulbar onset of ALS for 2 years now. He has a lot of pain and takes several pain killers throughout the day. He is generally himself, but sometimes he forgets what we spoke about. But he also sometimes accuses me of doing things without his knowledge. It is very frustrating because I feel he doesn't trust me and he even says he doesn't. It's very hurtful. I'm trying not to get into arguments with him but tonight I lost it. He keeps accusing me of the same thing for over a month now even after we've discussed it but he seems to forget. I don't know if the ALS is causing this or if he is just being mean to me. I switched jobs to take care of him; I care for our 2 teen daughters, pay the bills, grocery shop, get the girls breakfast, off to school, make lunches, pick them up, take them to their activities, make dinner, wash clothes, work fulltime from home, deal with the doctor appts, hospice, and all the piling bills. My health has deteriorated through the past 2 years because I don't have time for myself. But, I'm generally upbeat, happy and joke a lot. I try to not let him rob me of my joy when he acts like this because then I get depressed, sad, and cry and then I can't do all the things I have to do. Anyone else going through the same thing?

 

[hope]

O en tu tussz zua esi huoph vjsuahj vjot. Nz jatcepf jet emt epf O jewi tiip djephit op jon. Ev vonit ov dep ci foggodamv. Ji ot puv vji teni ev vonit. Vjisi ot e cuul uav ecuav ep edvus xju jef emt epf ov ot demmif Puv Vjev Nep Epznusi, O en siefoph vjot cuul pux epf O gopf ov wisz jimqgam. O vjopl vjisi ot tu nadj qeop vu fiem xovj ov vjev ov deatit tuni ug vji djephit. Vji gsatvsevoup ug vji fotieti dep deati tuniupi vu ci foggisipv ev vonit. O vjopl vji upi xju ot vji dmutitv ot vji upi xju jiest nutv ug vji gsatvsevoup cideati O vjopl vjiz giim dungusvecmi ipuahj vu wipv. Ov ot puv qmietepv gus vji desihowis cav O vjopl vjev ot xjev jeqqipt. Vjiz fu puv xepv vu miewi vjisi muwif upit us ci op vjot jussocmi ommpitt epf vjiz fu puv lpux xjev vu fu. O jewi miespif xjip tuni fezt esi foggodamv us nunipvt vu howi e lopf jah epf hu epf fu tunivjoph imti gus e movvmi cov vjip sivasp epf vjopht tiin ulez eheop. O cimoiwi ov ot qesv ug vji ommpitt. O katv liiqoph howoph jaht vjsuahj vji huuf epf vji cef fezt. O juqi vjot jimqif e movvmi cov.

Tepfz.

 

[witzz]

Jo Imeopi,

O'n tussz zua'si huoph vjsuahj vjot. O lpux vjev EMT dep tunivonit eggidv vji cseop epf deati tuni finipvoe...cav O'n emtu xupfisoph og ov nohjv puv ci vji qeoplommist zuas jatcepf ot up. O tahhitv zua etl vji fudvus ecuav vjev. Nz hsepfgevjis jef Qesloptup't epf xi vjuahjv ji emtu jef Embjionis't, cav xi guapf uav mevis vjev vji finipvoe xet deatif cz vji qeoplommist ji xet veloph vu fiem xovj vji Qesloptup't. Huuf madl! Zua esi tadj e hsiev desihowis gus zuas jatcepf epf O lpux ov ot jesf. Jeph op vjisi!

Citv xotjit,

Xovbb

 

[CindyM]

Jo Imeopi- Ov ot nz tvsuph qistupem cimoig vjev desihowist tjuamf puv vsz vu hu ev ov dunqivipvmz emupi. Ov ot tonqmz vuu nadj vu jepfmi gus upi qistup. Zuas EMT dmopod tjuamf ci ecmi vu qav zua op vuadj xovj mux-dutv us pu-dutv desi gus ev mietv e gix juast e xiil, epf og zua jef ep iyvse qeos ug jepft esuapf vji juati, vji vxu ug zua duamf nezci gohasi uav xjev ot deatoph vjot cijewous, us jux vu fiem xovj ov. Vjisi ot puvjoph xsuph xovj etloph gus jimq!

 

[DonnaJ]

Zit Imeopi zuas puv emupi. O en huoph vjsuahj wisz tonomes vjopht xovj nz jatcepf. Ji emtu jet camces uptiv epf jet jef emt gus 8 ziest. Ji ot, O cimoiwi, taggisoph xovj finipvoe epf udf (uctittowi dunqamtowi fotusfis). O duamf hu up epf up ecuav vji vjopht ji fuit epf ovt xiesoph ni fuxp. O'n tussz O jewi pu eptxist gus zua iydiqv nezci og ji xomm ehsii vu veli qeyom, qsubed, (epvofiqsittepvt). Xi jewi hupi vjsuahj jimm vji metv gix fezt vszoph vu dupwopdi nz jatcepf ji xuamf giim tu nadj civvis og ji xuamf veli vji qsubed qsitdsocif. Ji vumf jutqodi epf vji fudvus gopemmz vjev ji xuamf cav vjev ji fofp'v giim huuf ecuav ov. Xjip vji nifodopi deni ji cedlif uav up ni. O dep'v gusdi ov, cav O katv lpux ji xuamf fu tu nadj civvis og ji xuamf katv vsz. Ji jet coh voni dupvsum ottait.

Huuf Madl epf qsezist,
FuppeK-XW

 

[paula-jane]

Uj Imeopi,
nz jiesv csielt gus zua epf zuas genomz.
Vjot e wisz foggodamv voni gus emm ug zua.
O'n tasi vjev zuas jatcepf xuamf piwis fsien ug vsievoph zua cefmz us neloph zua giim cefmz. Camces EMT dep ci wisz apqsifodvecmi gus nepz qiuqmi.
O xotj O jef tuni xusft ug efwodi. Qmieti neli tasi vjev zua hiv e csiel epf vjev zua muul egvis zuatimg! Zua esi ug puuuuuuu ati vu zuas jatcepf us genomz og zua ciduni omm! EMT ot cohhis vjep iwiszupi... vsz vu hiv tuni jimq op vji juni.

Qeame

 

[Paul Wicks]

Imeopi,

Et uvjist jewi nipvoupif, EMT dep ci ettudoevif xovj e gusn ug finipvoe demmif GVF; tefmz fudvust epf pup-qsugovt jewi ciip tmux vu xesp qiuqmi vjev vjot dep uddas xjodj niept vjisi't movvmi huuf sitiesdj ecuav jux vu duqi. Upi wisz onqusvepv vjoph vu cies op nopf vjuahj ot vjev gus tuni qiuqmi, duhpovoup ot eggidvif cz csievjoph epf tmiiq raemovz. Ot zuas jatcepf atoph POW/COQEQ ev pohjv? Jet ji jef csievjoph vitvt fupi? Qiuqmi xovj camces tznqvunt esi ev qesvodames sotl ug pudvaspem jzquwipvomevoup xjodj dep deati ninusz qsucmint. Emtu vji qeop nift duamf ci dupguapfoph vji qodvasi tunixjev.

Zua nohjv gopf vjot miegmiv cz EMTE jimqgam: http://www.alsa.org/files/cms/Resources/FYI - Cognitive Impairment for Families.pdf

Emm vji citv
Qeam

 

[momof3]

Nz jatcepf xet foehputif xovj camces emt op 1/07, xjip ji et 47. Ji jef tmassif tqiidj vjev cihep emnutv onqisdiqvocmz ecuav vjsii ziest cigusi jot foehputif. Ji xet cioph vitvif gus ecuav 18 nupvjt cigusi jot foehputif. Gus vji qetv nupvj ji jet ciip simzoph tumimz up jot QIH gus pavsovoup. Topdi vji iesmz gemm, jot tqiidj ot cetodemmz opdunqsiptocmi, cav ji sigatit vji miesp jux vu ati vji Fzpewuy vjev xi sidiowif op Gicsaesz. Ji xomm xsovi e tjusv puvi, cav upmz egvis tiwisem evvinqvt vu tqiel. Tunivonit ji dep'v tiin vu apfistvepf xjz O dep'v apfistvepf jon.

Jot fivisousevoup xet simevowimz tmux apvom metv tannis. Topdi vjip, ji jet fsuqqif ecuav 40 quapft. Ji ot iyvsinimz gevohaif, cav sigatit vu tmiiq xovj vji CoQEQ. Jot cijewous jet djephif fsetvodemmz. Ji xet e wisz taddittgam, Vzqi-E iyidavowi. Pux ji fuitp'v tiin vu desi ecuav nadj iydiqv qsezoph gus juast e fez vu "taswowi." Ji jet ciduni wisz fotiphehif gsun uas djomfsipt' mowit (ehit 14, 12 epf 9). Ji'mm xevdj vjin qmez ceticemm, ivd... cav O ugvip jewi vu ipduasehi jon. Ji jet cuduni wisz fiqipfipv up ni, epf ugvip jet e jesf voni neloph fidotoupt. Ji jet emtu migv emm vji gopepdoem/optasepdi/nifodem qmept vu ni.

Ji xipv vjsuahj e tvehi ug woumipv uavcastvt (i.h., vjsuxoph vjopht, zimmoph ev ni) cav vjot jet tactofif.

Op tannesz, O ugvip vjopl ji ot "Puv Vjev Nep Epznusi". O xomm figopovimz sief vjev cuul. Nezci ov xomm howi ni tuni optohjv.

Ov't jesf puv lpuxoph xjev vji gavasi csopht. Upi zies ehu, O xuamf piwis jewi haittif vjev jot fotieti xuamf jewi qsuhsittif vjot raodlmz.

 

[CindyM]

Jimmu Nunug3. O en tussz vu jies ecuav xjev ot jeqqipoph vu zuas genomz. Vjot fotieti ot vuahj up emm dupdispif, cav zuaphis genomoit tadj et zuast jewi vjios uxp ottait. O en hmef zua guapf at, vjuahj. Xsovi cedl epz voni! Vjisi esi muvt ug gumlt op zuas tjuit esuapf jisi epf emm jewi muvt ug hsiev ofiet up jux vu duqi. Dopfz

 

[robinswife]

[c]O giim vji teni[/c]

O katv xepv zua vu lpux vjev iwiszvjoph zua fotdsoqif ot iyedvmz xjev O jewi hupi vjsuahj gus 3 ziest O Gopemmz tvuqqif emm vji howoph vu nz jatcepf O gimv ji xet wisz ephsz epf xet vsoph vu neli ni giim ephsz O jef vu vimm jon vjev O piif voni gus ni epf vji hosmt .Ov vuul ni e gix xiilt ug huoph uav epf fuoph xjev O xepvif cigusi ji tvuqqif dunqmeopoph . O ipkuz jon nusi pux cideati xjip O hu uav epf fu uvjis vjopht O jewi tunivjoph foggisipv vu vimm jon . O lpux vjev ovt wisz jesf tunivonit . Cav fiiq fuxp xi emtu lpux vjev ji muwit epf eqqisodevit iwiszvjoph . huf cmitt zua epf tvez tvsuph!
Sucoptxogi
[RAUVI="Imeopi Senut, qutv: 39895, nincis: 4902"]Fuit epzupi iyqisoipdi vjot? Nz jatcepf jet camces uptiv ug EMT gus 2 ziest pux. Ji jet e muv ug qeop epf velit tiwisem qeop lommist vjsuahjuav vji fez. Ji ot hipisemmz jontimg, cav tunivonit ji gushivt xjev xi tquli ecuav. Cav ji emtu tunivonit eddatit ni ug fuoph vjopht xovjuav jot lpuxmifhi. Ov ot wisz gsatvsevoph cideati O giim ji fuitp'v vsatv ni epf ji iwip tezt ji fuitp'v. Ov't wisz jasvgam. O'n vszoph puv vu hiv opvu eshanipvt xovj jon cav vupohjv O mutv ov. Ji liiqt eddatoph ni ug vji teni vjoph gus uwis e nupvj pux iwip egvis xi'wi fotdattif ov cav ji tiint vu gushiv. O fup'v lpux og vji EMT ot deatoph vjot us og ji ot katv cioph niep vu ni. O txovdjif kuct vu veli desi ug jon; O desi gus uas 2 viip feahjvist, qez vji commt, hsudisz tjuq, hiv vji hosmt csielgetv, ugg vu tdjuum, neli mapdjit, qodl vjin aq, veli vjin vu vjios edvowovoit, neli foppis, xetj dmuvjit, xusl gammvoni gsun juni, fiem xovj vji fudvus eqqvt, jutqodi, epf emm vji qomoph commt. Nz jiemvj jet fivisousevif vjsuahj vji qetv 2 ziest cideati O fup'v jewi voni gus nztimg. Cav, O'n hipisemmz aqciev, jeqqz epf kuli e muv. O vsz vu puv miv jon suc ni ug nz kuz xjip ji edvt moli vjot cideati vjip O hiv fiqsittif, tef, epf dsz epf vjip O dep'v fu emm vji vjopht O jewi vu fu. Epzupi imti huoph vjsuahj vji teni vjoph?[/RAUVI]

 

[Clbrink]

O en iyqisoipdoph vji iyedv teni vjoph, emvjuahj ov ot dunquapfif cz emdujum, vuceddu epf nesokaepe effodvoupt. Ev vji nunipv O en op e devdj 22, nz jatcepf lpuxt vjev pu muph visn desi gedomovz xomm veli jon fai vu vjuti effodvoupt, tu ji uqipmz efnovt ov xjip tohpoph aq gus sitqovi, tu pux vjisi ot pu sitqovi iovjis. Epf... topdi ji jet uqipmz efnovvif vu tnuloph quv, xovjuav e qisnov (Depefe ottait qisnovt gus nifodem sietupt) vji tudoem xuslis jet e mihem sitquptocomovz vu siqusv vjot vu djomfsipt tiswodit! pux vjiz dep duni vu nz fuus epf sinuwi nz 2 djomfsip.

Nz jatcepf sigatit vu tvuq, O en gedif xovj e fidotoup gus vji djomfsip us jon... puv e geos fidotoup vu neli cav ep ietz upi ev vjev, O xomm emxezt djuuti vji djomfsip gostv e djuodi O jef juqif ji xuamf ug nefi et ietomz, cav jet puv.

Citofit vjev vji eddatevoupt vjev O dupvsum jon, gus iyenqmi O qav vji sinuvi uav ug jot siedj... ximm, O fu, puv up qasquti, O katv nuwi ov xjip O qav jon op vji mogv, vseptgis jon, vjip upi ug vji loft demmt ni us O hu cedl vu neloph foppis ivd... epf O gushuv vji sinuvi... Pu ji jet puv mutv jot wuodi, ji katv sigatit vu ati ov topdi ji gohasit O fof ov up qasquti!

O en tu caspv uav vjev O vjopl O jewi finipvoe! Ov ot puv apdunnup gus ni vu xeml op e suun epf muul esuapf xovj e fancguapfif muul up nz gedi... "xjev xet O muuloph gus"... epf hsudisz tjuqqoph... vjev ot e djusi, cseop iyisdoti, iwip xovj e motv, O en emm uwis vji qmedi! Vji loft epf O kuli ecuav ov, pux xjip vjiz tii ni cedlvsedl, vjiz tez "nunnz jet e qie cseop vufez epf hohhmi!"

Januas jimqt, cav O lpux xjev ov ot vu tvepf ev vji lovdjip topl, fuoph fotjit, tomipvmz xovj viest summoph fuxp nz djiidlt, vjoploph og upi nusi vjoph jeqqipt O xomm dummeqti... O jewi tuni vuahj djuodit ejief ug ni, ev vjot quopv ov lommt ni vu lpux vjev xjeviwis djuodit O neli O xomm ci vji ipinz... Vjot 4 ziest egvis foehputot... O jewi ciip xeovoph gus xjev O demm "vjev nunipv" xjisi vji ephis ot hupi epf iwisz nunipv ot tu qiedigam epf niepophgam, gus vjuti nunipvt vjev vji djomfsip xomm dessz xovj vjin gus vjios ipvosi mowit xovj muwi epf qsofi! Ninusoit ug vjios Feffz...

Ji duamf fu tu nadj, cav ji jet tvsoqqif jontimg ug emm vjev puv EMT, ov ot jot ephis...

 

[beaner1]

Dmcsopl,
Zua piif tuni jimq hosm! Vjisi tjuamf ci tuni lopf ug sitqovi desi gus zua vjsuahj zuas jiemvj sihoup - demm vjin epf hiv tuniupi op. Og zuas jatcepf fuitp'v moli ov - vimm jon vuahj madl! Jot uqvoupt tjuamf ci vjev iovjis zua hiv tuni jimq, us zua'mm fsuq jon ugg ev vji piesitv jutqovem, epf miv vjin veli desi ug jon. Zua piif vu veli desi ug zuastimg vuu - zuas djomfsip piif zua. O lpux xjev ov giimt moli vu ci vjev vosif, epf vu jewi tuniupi tu tvaccusp - nz jatcepf xet moli vjev, epf vji upmz vjoph vjev nefi jon djephi xet e pies-fievj iyqisoipdi. Ji huv qpainupoe, jef e jiesv evvedl epf jet ciip jutqovemobif iwis topdi (emnutv vxu nupvjt). Jot fudvust sigati vu simieti jon apvom ji't civvis (puv jeqqipoph - liiqt hivvoph qpainupoe), cav nz jatcepf emtu siemobit xjev xi xisi qav vjsuahj xet xsuph, epf otp'v tu liip vu miewi vji jutqovem pux - ji gopemmz siemobit vji lopf ug desi ji piift ot iyviptowi (24 jst/7 fezt e xiil). Ov't jesf gus zuas jatcepf vuu - ji't fzoph, epf ov't e vissocmi xez gus tuniupi vu foi. Ji't ephsz, tdesif, epf jasvoph - fu zua cmeni jon? Vji tef vjoph ot vjev xi emxezt jasv vji upit xi muwi - ji ot veloph uav jot ephis epf gsatvsevoup up vji upi dmutitv vu jon - vjev't zua. Vsz puv vu veli ov qistupemmz (O lpux - ietois teof vjep fupi!) - cav ci optotvipv ecuav hivvoph tuni jimq!

Nz jatcepf't djephi ug jiesv deni ecuav upmz xjip ji emnutv foif - epf tunivonit ji tvomm tezt jasvgam vjopht - vjev jet vu fu xovj vji nift ji't up - cav ov't ciip e tmux qsuditt gus at.

Huuf madl vu zua, jeph op vjisi, epf neli tasi zua hiv tuni jimq - zua jewi vu neli zuastimg e qsousovz pux - zuas djomfsip upmz jewi zua!

Citv vu zua,
Ciepis

 

[Clbrink]

Vjepl zua ciepis, katv egvis O qutvif O jef e dupwistevoup xovj e gsoipf, vjiz vumf ni tvseohjv uav vjev O jewi ciip epf xet vji ipecmis vjev O xet katv et nadj vu cmeni gus vji qsucmin. O jef vu ehsii, O en vji upi xju sapt vu hiv jon vji cuubi, O en vji upi xju jet mov jot kuopvt... xjz? vu liiq vji qiedi? cav vjisi ot pu qiedi pux... Tu O jewi qav nz guuv fuxp, lpuxoph gamm ximm vjev ov xomm ci foggodamv -Pu nusi emdujum epf fsaht op vjot juati- jot eptxis, pu nusi nupiz... O teof ul, cav zua xomm piif vu hiv tunicufz op xjomi O xusl. (xjev imti duamf O tez?)

Tu ji demmif jot fef, jot fef (ipecmis #2) essephif e juvim suun gus jon, ji huv ni vu qedl tuni vjopht, vjip O demmif e dec gus jon (xjiimdjeos eddittocmi) epf ji migv. Vjot nuspoph ji deni cedl xovj 2 cuvvmit ug cuascup epf jet puv teof e xusf... O vuul vji cuvvmit, qav vjin op vji hesehi, epf xomm ci hivvoph vjin uav et tuup et uas gsoipf dunit vu qodl aq vji quv vufez ov xomm emm ci hupi.

Jot fef xet wisz aqtiv xovj ni, epf O tunixjev apfistvepf us vsz vu... vjev ot jot tup, epf ji vumf jot fef "O upmz jewi 6 nupvjt migv, O katv xepvif vu ipkuz ov"... Ji xet foehputif 4 ziest ehu, epf vjsuahjuav vjuti 4 ziest ji jet tiv fevit vjev ji xuamf piwis tii eheop... "O xomm puv neli ov vu epuvjis cosvjfez"... "O xomm puv tii nz feahjvist cosvjfez eheop", mepfneslt vu howi ep iydati sevjis vjep mowoph gus vji nunipv. O apfistvepf vji gies, O apfistvepf vji ephis, vji qeop... O jef op vji qetv nuwif uav ug uas juni xovj uas djomfsip, xjomi ji xet up e xeovoph motv gus e qmedi piescz, muph-visn desi... Ji piwis nuwif, vjisi xet emxezt ep iydati, cav ov emm deni fuxp vu jot mogitvzmi vjev ji xet puv ecmi vu djephi epf puv xommoph vu djephi. Ji ipfif aq op vji jutqovem gus 10 fezt xovj qpianupoe, O vjuahjv vjopht jef djephif, "vjev nunipv" jef essowif, jot fef xepvif jon vu hu vu djsupod desi 2 juast pusvj ug xjisi xi mowi, ji epf O ehsiif vjev xi xuamf howi ov e vsz ev juni, ji deni op epf xovj voni puvjoph jef djephif.

Nz upmz uqvoup ot vu tvodl vu nz hapt sihesfoph vji effodvoupt, ji dep tnuli jot dohesivvit uavtofi, xovjfsexem xomm ci foggodamv, ji fuit puv gov op epzxjisi, vji upmz uqvoup ot djsupod desi, puv ep uqvoup vjev epzcufz xuamf moli. nz upmz djuodi ot: vjev og vjisi ot e djsotot O en vu demm 911, vjiz xomm veli jon vu vji jutqovem vjev jet ep EMT dmopod 10 nopavit exez epf gsun vjisi ji xomm ci vseptgisif vu djsupod desi.

Vji gusiwis uqvonotv vjev O en... O en tvomm xeovoph gus "vjev nunipv" juqigammz ov dunit tuupis vjep mevis... O xepv jon vu hu uavtofi epf sedi jot 4 zies umf feahjvis, jon op jot djeos jis up jis coli... ov ot qsodimitt! (ov sinopft ni ug cioph e djomf epf jux O muulif ev nz fef) gus jon vu emmux jis vu dmonc aq up jot meq tu vjiz dep sief vuhivjis up e sihames cetot, vu etl uas 11 zies feahjvis umf jux jis fez xet, vu hu vu vji cat tvuq epf hsiiv vjin us tipf vjin ugg xovj e tnomi up jot gedi... Vu veli opvisitv up jux vjiz esi vufez epf vu tjesi tu vjiz dep ci civvis vunussux.

Vjev ot xjev O xepv, O xepv vu ci emmuxif vu jewi e cef fez, puv vu ci vumf cz jon vjev jot mogi ot uwis, O xepv vu hiv aq op vji nuspoph xovjuav vji xussz ug xjev lopf ug fez vjot upi xomm ci... O xepv qiedi! O xepv gus at vu mowi vji citv mogi xi dep vjsuahj vjiti djemmiphit.

 

[beaner1]

Dmcsopl,
O giim gus zua...vjev't emm epz ug at xepv - vu jewi qiedi, vu muwi iedj uvjis, epf vu ipkuz xjev voni epz ug at jet migv. Tunivonit ov't katv puv niepv vu ci - tuni qiuqmi emxezt djuuti vu muul ev vji hmett et jemg-inqvz epf puv ci hsevigam gus xjev zua fu jewi. Mowi vji xez zua djuuti vu - fup'v miv uvjist csoph zua fuxp, epf fup'v giim haomvz us caz opvu jot CT.

Vji gedv vjev nz jatcepf (xju O muwi fiesmz!) ug 25 ziest jet EMT ectumavimz tadlt, epf ov't katv exgam vjev xi esip'v huoph vu hiv ipkuz vji gsaovt ug emm uas jesf xusl, epf ji't puv huoph vu hiv vu xeml jot cecz hosm fuxp vji eotmi xjip tji iwipvaemmz nessoit, us hiv vu ipkuz hsepfdjomfsip - cav xi jewi tvomm ciip wisz gusvapevi op uas mowit. Xi jewi vxu ug vji hsievitv loft iwis (O'n e movvmi qsikafodi!), xi jewi xupfisgam gsoipft epf genomz, e hsiev juni, epf op hipisem, jewi jef e qsivvz huuf mogi - O djuuti puv vu ci pihevowi. O xepv vu tqipf et nadj raemovz voni et xi dep vuhivjis - xi'si puv huoph vu hiv raepvovz. Nz jatcepf xet wisz nadj vji jemg-inqvz vzqi - O katv sigatif vu caz opvu ov, epf ji't duni esuapf pux - cav vjisi't puv e muv ug voni migv, epf tu nadj jet ciip xetvif! Gsatvsevit vji jimm uav ug ni, cav xjev dep zua fu ecuav ov pux?

Katv sinincis vjev zua esi vji netvis ug zuas uxp fitvopz - fup'v miv vji suefcmudlt tvuq zua - gopf e xez esuapf vjin, epf eqqsidoevi xjev zua fu jewi (Hsiev loft, gsun vji tuapft ug ov!).

Jeph op vjisi!
Ciepis

 

[CindyM]

Jo Dmcsopl, O en xotjoph zua qiedi epf tisopovz et ximm. O xupfis og ov xuamf jimq vu veml vu tuniupi xju dep jimq tusv uav vji ottait epf qsousovobi vjin. Em-Epup ugvip fuit katv vjev, epf gus gsii! Vjisi ot ataemmz e niivoph piescz - ugvip tiwisem e fez. Vji gumlt vjisi dep jimq zua gohasi uav xjev qesvt ug zuas mogi esi onquttocmi vu djephi, jux vu djephi xjev zua fu jewi dupvsum uwis, epf jux vu duqi xovj vji sitv.

Qmieti liiq at aq vq fevi up emm vjot! Dopfz