Markbreton
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Apr 17, 2006
- Messages
- 102
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 02/2006
- Country
- CA
- State
- Ontario
- City
- Smiths Falls
I'm lying in bed listening to the hum of Tammy's bipap thinking "We need to wake up" this has got to be a nightmare. How could this be happening to my beautiful, loving wife. What has she done to deserve this hellish disease. I had to get up and write my thoughts! Please God take me, leave her alone! I've served overseas ond I've seen things many people would only dream of, yet this is affecting me/us more that all I've witnessed. I HATE THIS DAMN DISEASE! The love in my heart for this woman is beyond anything imaginabel. I cry thinking the life will be taken from her, I cry thinking my children will be without their mom, I cry thinking of all that she wanted to see and won't. I cry for all the people and families who have loved ones with this awfull disease and what they will go through. I thought I was strong! Damn I've been reduced to a weaping weak individual. My wife, the pillar of strength in my life, has more strength than I.
Tammy I love you! Lets wake up, let us all wake up from this hell and continue our life of love.
Sorry everyone, I was lying in bed with Tammy listening to her feeding machine and bipap and I could not sleep....thinking, thinking, thinking and realizing just how much I will miss her!
Mark
Tammy I love you! Lets wake up, let us all wake up from this hell and continue our life of love.
Sorry everyone, I was lying in bed with Tammy listening to her feeding machine and bipap and I could not sleep....thinking, thinking, thinking and realizing just how much I will miss her!
Mark