Dave,
I can relate to your last post. I was heavy into sports and it still bothers me to watch other people running, playing golf, and doing other activities I've always enjoyed.
I had to find new things to do. After "retiring" early, I spent more time with music, books, and even TV. I moved and met some wonderful people who play cards. I now play around 3 days a week. When I can no longer use my hands, I'll still go and find someone to hold and play my cards. I'm writing more and enjoying not having a schedule. I miss my paycheck but no longer miss the work because I've filled my life with new people, a new home, and new interests. I can still hold my camera so I enjoy taking pictures.
I know there will be more loss but I will try to find new things to accommodate my losses.
CBD oil really helped with my racing mind and anxiety about the disease.
This is a vicious disease that nobody deserves. It kills us physically but it can sink us very low mentally, too. I take an anti-depressant for that part.