So I was admitted to the hospital to have more testing done and to have other tests repeated. At the end, I was undiagnosed with UMND and rediagnosed with a possible psychosomatic conversion disorder. My doctor said that I don't have a clinical presentation of UMND (wait, WHAT?!) and that because I can still manipulate objects like my cell phone and can stand and walk, I can't have UMND because people with UMND can't do those things (I mean, let's be honest here, no one with UMND, not even ALS, goes from fine to completely paralyzed overnight...). Also, apparently some of my reflexes are atypical, like how she labelled my left ankle myoclonus (I have both clonus and myoclonus in that ankle) as an atypical clonus (does she even know that something called myoclonus exists?).
I think also one of the reasons she thinks this way is because in a couple of places where they test for reflexes with the reflex hammer (ankle tendon and just next to the shoulder, near the collar bone), my muscles jump not as a reflex, but like when a stimulus hurts you (residual collateral damage from old injuries). There aren't real reflexes in your back, but my back muscles react the same way. They jump in response to a stimulus touching them (collateral damage from old injuries). I was going to try to explain this to her, but after she shut me down trying to ask about and explain another thing, I decided it wasn't even worth the argument. She had already made up her mind.
Another thing they thought I shouldn't be able to do if I had UMND is walk a straight line, one foot in front of the other. I could, but with great difficulty. That is something that never was nor should be difficult for me. I was a gymnast for 15 years, and I could walk on my toes, backwards, eyes closed, on a 4 ft high and 4 inch wide balance beam, easily. My concept of balance is different from most people.
Also, in the motor evoked potentials test, there was a small alteration in the right leg, compatible with compromise of the pyramidal tract. The other thing they found was an apparent discrete atrophy of the anterior horn of the cervical spinal cord.
I mean, it looks to me like all the signs are unfortunately pointing to UMND. My private neurologist was just as shocked as me to hear what they had to say.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Any psychologists out there with an opinion? (I studied Psychology as part of my university degree, and I know all about conversion disorders, and I can't see how I could possibly have one).
I'm extremely frustrated because I went to the public hospital in the first place not for a 4th opinion (I had 3 private opinions of UMND), but because my local private neurologist sent me there because she couldn't do anything more for me at her consult. And I feel like all the signs and symptoms, and the 3 previous opinions (one from a John Hopkins trained doctor in Madrid) were completely downplayed.