Basho, there are two sections to this site: these threads where people with ALS have conversations to support each other and the Blogs, where people record their thoughts as you have described. These threads are closed after a set period of time (90 days I think), and then you won't be able to post further. The thread then drops further in the list and noone will see it.
If you put your log in the blog section, as other people do, it will remain there and you can add as long as you like. People who want to read it will do so there. It is inappropriate for you to fill the thread section with a log.
Perhaps you don't realize that you are being cruel to people who are struggleing with this awful disease. Some of the people here require great effort to sort through the threads and read posts from other people who are supporting them. Your thread is just one more that they have to sort through to get to the posts by people who DO have ALS.
If you insist on remaining on this site, please move your future comments to a blog, where they belong. That way you have your log, people who want to read it can, and we will not continue to ask you to leave and find a more appropriate support group.