LoveMyMom
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- Joined
- May 2, 2006
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- Reason
- PALS
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- US
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- NY
- City
- East Greenbush
My mom was diagnosed about a year ago. She can still walk but it is very difficult...she moved to a cane and is thinking about a wheelchair. She doesn't have strength in her hands and has a noticable strain in her voice.
I am writing b/c i have been so angry lately. I pray for her everyday and have faith in her but i am scared. She can live 2 years, 5 years, 10 years, nobody knows. I am so close with my mother. I just got married and want to have kids in a few years. I am scared that she wont be there for that. I want her to be a grandmother, i want to be able to go to her. This is a new stage for me and i need my mom. I see older women who are close with their moms and i get so bitter. I am only 23 if she was one of the ones to live for 10 years with the disease i would only be 33. I am so scared of not having her. I don't want to sound selfish. I know what she is going through is a million times worse with me.....but it is hard being on this side to. The more time goes on the more upset i get. I feel bad for my dad...he loves her so much. Sorry i just needed to get that out.
Are there any other females out there who have advice? what are you going through. i am tired of everyone sugar coating everything....i want to know the truth. Whenever i talk to someone they always say: i knew someone with als and they lived for a long time....funny nobody will say anything about those who did not.
I am writing b/c i have been so angry lately. I pray for her everyday and have faith in her but i am scared. She can live 2 years, 5 years, 10 years, nobody knows. I am so close with my mother. I just got married and want to have kids in a few years. I am scared that she wont be there for that. I want her to be a grandmother, i want to be able to go to her. This is a new stage for me and i need my mom. I see older women who are close with their moms and i get so bitter. I am only 23 if she was one of the ones to live for 10 years with the disease i would only be 33. I am so scared of not having her. I don't want to sound selfish. I know what she is going through is a million times worse with me.....but it is hard being on this side to. The more time goes on the more upset i get. I feel bad for my dad...he loves her so much. Sorry i just needed to get that out.
Are there any other females out there who have advice? what are you going through. i am tired of everyone sugar coating everything....i want to know the truth. Whenever i talk to someone they always say: i knew someone with als and they lived for a long time....funny nobody will say anything about those who did not.