Punkie, I'm so sorry! I'm feeling quite down myself tonight. My husband is on the decline! We have had "words" tonight out of frustration... I'm burn out! Then after the words I feel so horrible. It breaks my heart. We have limited time together and we just don't need to be fighting. But, on the other hand, we are human and this is so hard! I'm like you and besides a gal we hired to be with him while I am at work, I care for him. Finding someone else is easier said than done and I'm like you I don't want anyone else to do it. I want to! But, I'm human...it is hard in so many ways!
I'm also wondering where my friends are? Thank God for my angel friend, Suzie. She has been there for us 100%. Really, not too many others... a few... The rest I guess really weren't friends anyway!
God Bless! Thanks for the venting opportunity.