Nearly 6 months S/P Dave's death

[Buckhorn]

Just checking in to say hello to all the brave warriors out there, both PALS & CALS. Jan. 4th will mark 6 months since Dave's passing. I've been doing remarkably o.k. I've been pretty successful on maintaining my focus on the positive and that The Beast took over our lives later in ife and that we had 39 years together. I try to stay focused on positive thoughts and actions. I won't lie that it is always easy. I miss Dave terribly. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish I could tell him something, or want to text him with some bit of nonsense. I miss him so very much. It is a double-edged sword; 39 years together is/was such a blessing. Yet, trying to find my way along now without him is so very odd/difficult/surreal at times. At times I still cannot believe what happened ....... but, yet again, yeah - I know, I/we lived thru it. The "Holiday Season" has been tough, and hence, I have not posted much here lately. I do want to give a shout out to all past and present CALS though (& PALS as well) & tell you to hang on and deal with this horrible nightmare as best as you can. It is very slowly getting a bit easier / a bit less sad for me. I hope that for all former CALS. HUGS!

 

[Narrowminded]

Cuppoi - tu huuf vu tii zua jisi. Voni, ov’t xjev xi emm piif. O’n hmef zua’wi jef voni vu gudat up vji qutovowi vjopht xjomi tvomm cioph tef ev vji teni voni. Jiemoph, puv cedl vu umf, cav vu tunivjoph foggisipv.

Muwi zua

 

[soonerwife]

Xi esi emm gopfoph uas pix pusnem!

 

[wishmobbing]

Jiz Cadl, emxezt huuf vu jies gsun zua epf huuf vjev uqvonotn dep'v ci ciev uav ug zua xovj e dmac.

 

[Buckhorn]

Katv tezoph "Jo", tu vjev nz vjsief tvezt uqip. O en nuwoph gusxesf et citv O dep. Vjisi ot puv upi fez vjev huit cz vjev O fup'v vjopl ecuav Fewi namvoqmi vonit epf xotj O duamf veml vu jon, tii jon, ........ 39 ziest vuhivjis xet figopovimz e cmittoph, cav ov emtu ot foggodamv ev vonit vu sinincis xju O xet (en?) xovjuav jon. O xomm vimm zua - ov ot hivvoph ietois (7 nupvjt vunussux) xovj vji dewiev ug tuni fesl, mutv fezt. O en cmittif cz vji gedv vjev, cz pevasi, O xet emxezt e "mupis" cigusi O niv Fewi, tu vjev ot jimqoph ni pux. Muwi vu emm.

 

[affected]

Hsiev vu jies jux zua esi fuoph Cuppoi. Ov't puv e mopies qevj, cav xi fu gopf e pix tjeqi vu uas mowit.

 

[Jlynn]

O'n hmef vu jies zuas tmuxmz gopfoph zuas xez. O guapf vji gostv zies epf emm vji "gostvt" xovjuav nz QEMT vji vuahjitv. O tvomm vjopl ug jon iwisz tophmi fez epf nott jon vissocmz cav egvis hivvoph uwis vji gostv zies ov't e cov ietois. O pux upmz vies aq iwisz uvjis voni O veml uav muaf ecuav jon optvief ug iwisz voni. Vjev't qsuhsitt. Egvis 39 ziest vuhivjis ov xomm veli voni. Vjoploph ug zua et zua pewohevi vjot pix djeqvis op zuas mogi. Kmzpp

 

[adrivtham]

Ov ot huuf vu jies gsun zua Cadljusp, Ov ot emnutv e zies epf e jemg gus ni. Xjip seopt ov quast. Gostv O mutv nz jatcepf vjip 7 nupvjt mevis mutv nz fef epf vji teni fez jef vu qav nz fuh ug 17 ziest fuxp.
O veli upi fez ev vji voni epf vsz puv vu qmep nadj. O nott nz jatcepf vissocmz cav fup'v dsz et O atif vu.
Ov ot lopf ug xiosf, xjip O fsien ecuav nz fef, O emxezt tii jon jeqqz epf zuaph, cav xjip O fsien ug nz jatcepf ov ot vji tvsahhmi ug vji ommpitt, O cimoiwi xi emm huv vseanevobif cz vji EMT cietv.
Jaht vu zua
Efsoepe

 

[Narrowminded]

Hsiev vu jies gsun zua Cuppoi. Huuf vu jies zua’si fuoph ul. 2 nupvjt jisi epf jewip’v jef voni vu qsuditt ziv fai vu nz gumlt. Mutv nz Fef up Gsofez.
O juqi vu ci xjisi zua esi 6 nupvjt uav. O vuu xet e cov ug e mupis.

Jaht