- Jan 3, 2016
- Lost a loved one
Just checking in to say hello to all the brave warriors out there, both PALS & CALS. Jan. 4th will mark 6 months since Dave's passing. I've been doing remarkably o.k. I've been pretty successful on maintaining my focus on the positive and that The Beast took over our lives later in ife and that we had 39 years together. I try to stay focused on positive thoughts and actions. I won't lie that it is always easy. I miss Dave terribly. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish I could tell him something, or want to text him with some bit of nonsense. I miss him so very much. It is a double-edged sword; 39 years together is/was such a blessing. Yet, trying to find my way along now without him is so very odd/difficult/surreal at times. At times I still cannot believe what happened ....... but, yet again, yeah - I know, I/we lived thru it. The "Holiday Season" has been tough, and hence, I have not posted much here lately. I do want to give a shout out to all past and present CALS though (& PALS as well) & tell you to hang on and deal with this horrible nightmare as best as you can. It is very slowly getting a bit easier / a bit less sad for me. I hope that for all former CALS. HUGS!