Thank you all. Laurence , despite the fact i was told was in semi comatose state, has been resurfacing a little and I managed to have a few short exchanges via his Eyegaze. He said he was not panicky or unsettled any longer (drugs) and not in any pain or discomfort. He advised me that he does not mind going into hospice when fully sedated and unable to communicate in any way. This has been an emotional rollecoster, I feel like I have said goodbye so many times, but it is not any easier. I am also aware that this can be a long process and am trying to treasure time we have left together. I have finally decided to start a small dose of anti depressants, to help me through this. Love to all. Dani