- Feb 11, 2016
Jay passed on August 9th while in hospice at the hospital. His breathing starting getting bad the week before. He never had any trouble breathing until August 1st. My heart breaks that he didn't pass at home where I always told him he would be. But on August 4th I woke up to realize that he didn't call for me all night. When I saw him his lips were white and his blood pressure was super low. I called an ambulance because I thought maybe there was something that could be fixed. But there wasn't. And I feel so guilty that I didn't transport him home but he wasn't good at all. They had to keep increasing the morphine. My love is gone and I will forever miss him. Thank you all for the help and support that you've provided.