Beautiful Kay, you are so high in my thoughts every day.
I know from experience that the key is allowing the meds to be given at the frequency and level needed. I'm so glad you are able to be kept comfortable this way and yet have those times of lucidity. It was the same with Chris. He had some quite lucid periods, but he was kept peaceful and without pain or fear.
I draw a lot of comfort from knowing you are being held in this place during this last phase. Many gentle hugs to you my friend xxx