Thank you all so much for your kind prayers.
I will make the good memories sustain me. I printed off some replies and they mean allot.
I only joined this forum a few days ago, the family and I weren't aware of how he could slip away this way so quickly. I suppose I was more used to cancer and other deaths that seem different.
As I read through posts today, I found it comforting to note that his death was somewhat typical. I was so astounded yesterday when he passed. He could still talk, and eat and his breathing was an effort but only truly bad one night.
I remember when my aunt died a few years ago, and my cousin said it would be a relief when she passed, but as soon as she did she wished she was back. I feel the same way today; I'm relieved for his suffering, but want him back.
Thank you all so much, prayers to everyone here.