Narrowminded
Extremely helpful member
- Joined
- Apr 30, 2016
- Messages
- 2,827
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 07/2007
- Country
- US
- State
- PA
- City
- Pittsburgh
Today marks 2 years since Brian gained his Angel Wings. It still feels like yesterday most of the time. I think having dealt not only with his death, but that of both of my parents within 6 mo of his passing really threw me for a loop. I spent the following year dealing with all the paperwork, and Covid of course.
I'm hopeful that 2021 will find me able to make new friendships and move forward from where I am in the grieving process. I know everyone is different and most of my days are happy, but i get pitched too and fro quite frequently at times. There are things I still can't bring myself to do.
I had planned on moving, but the housing market here went stupid, then covid, then DS and DDIL started looking. Then due to Covid DS now needs a new job. So until he find that, the direction they move could vary. I will wait to see where they end up.
I really don't like being in limbo, however I feel that way at times.
I did grow a nice container garden on my deck this summer. That was fun and fulfilling. I hope to do that again next year. I also hope 2021 finds me able to join some groups with activites I enjoy in hopes of making that friendship idea a reality.
With DD now in SC and DS consumed with his precious little one, I do feel rather alone at times.
I know with time all of this will get better. I'm still working with a therapist as well. And I'm sure the length of time we dealt with this monster, due to the vent also has played a part in my recovery.
I wish you all as wonderful as possible holidays given the pandemic. Love on your families, all of the them.
hugs
I'm hopeful that 2021 will find me able to make new friendships and move forward from where I am in the grieving process. I know everyone is different and most of my days are happy, but i get pitched too and fro quite frequently at times. There are things I still can't bring myself to do.
I had planned on moving, but the housing market here went stupid, then covid, then DS and DDIL started looking. Then due to Covid DS now needs a new job. So until he find that, the direction they move could vary. I will wait to see where they end up.
I really don't like being in limbo, however I feel that way at times.
I did grow a nice container garden on my deck this summer. That was fun and fulfilling. I hope to do that again next year. I also hope 2021 finds me able to join some groups with activites I enjoy in hopes of making that friendship idea a reality.
With DD now in SC and DS consumed with his precious little one, I do feel rather alone at times.
I know with time all of this will get better. I'm still working with a therapist as well. And I'm sure the length of time we dealt with this monster, due to the vent also has played a part in my recovery.
I wish you all as wonderful as possible holidays given the pandemic. Love on your families, all of the them.
hugs