I made a bit of a small discover or aha moment this morning. I reached out to a friend I met at the caregivers overnight. She and I became rather close over the years. She lost her husband the beginning of Nov, then I lost Brian that same Nov at the end. Anyway, I reached out to let her know I had been thinking about her with her husbands passing date.
Long story short, she’s been doing a lot of traveling to visit family and friends, and it hit me. I’ve been stuck still working due to my age. While that is not a bad thing, in and of itself, it’s at the company we own and that was Brian’s baby. I think I’m really stuck in the past and not moving forward.
If I didn’t own the biz, I’d look for a new job. Problem is, I do own the place so it’s not that simple. I do want to sell, but that’s not a simple proposition either. It’s small manufacturing and this pandemic has made things a bit more challenging. We are doing ok, just not as well as we could have been right now.
I hope everyone else is hanging in there.
Hugs to all