Thank you my friends. I think the hardest thing last night was I just wanted someone to wrap me in their arms and hold me tight. Yes, both of my kids did that, but it’s their loss too. I just keep thinking our spouses are supposed to be there for us (assuming we have one) when our parents go. I just felt and still do, so alone. My very best friend is in FL and can’t get here. My neighbor behind me who I would classify as next in line friendship wise is out of town attending her own brother’s funeral. She doesn’t even know yet. I’ve told her husband, and he knew about hospice, however her brother was a complete surprise so I wanted her to deal with that and not think about me. I know she’s going to be mad when she finds out, but whatever. Her husband said he would find a good time to let her know.
Life