Lost A Brother To Als 4 Years Ago Now Losing My Mom To It

[stacycga]

Hi I
I Am New Here . I Am Stacy Charles From Georgia . My Brother Passed Away 4 Years Ago To This And My Mom
Found Out This April She Has It And She Is Going Down Fast I Think
They Told Me About 5 Months My Brothers Started In His Legs My Moms Started In Her Upper Body She Lost Her Voice Then The Abilty To Swallow She Now Has A Feeding Tube But Today I Just Have A Feeling It Is Going To Be Sooner The Doc Just Said 5 Months 2 Weeks Ago. I Am Scared To Death And Hate To See Her Suffer She Knew What She Was In For Since She Watch Her Son Die Of It.so In A Way I Think It Has Been Harder On Her Knowing What She Was Going To Go Through. I Have Lost Alot Of My Family The Past 5 Years Lost My Only Sister First Then A Year Later My Brother With Als Then My Dad Almost A Year To The Day My Brother Died Now I Am Losing My Mom.
I Dont Think Anyone Understands How I Am Feeling It Is Not Just The Als It Is So Much Loss In Such A Short Time I Feel Like I Am Abought To Burst With Anger Guilt Sadness And God Knows What I Pray For Each And Everyone Who Is Effected By This
May God Bless And Be With You All And Thanks For Letting Me Vent.\

 

[califsand]

Tvedz, O en tu tussz vu jies ecuav emm ug vji qiuqmi zua jewi mutv op tadj e tjusv voni. O onehopi ov ot emtu tdesz, citofit cioph vissocmz tef! Fu zua jewi Jutqodi xjisi zua esi? Vjiz uggis hsoig duaptimoph epf ov nez siemmz jimq zua vu duqi xovj emm ug vjot. Vji qiuqmi jisi apfistvepf EMT cav O civ nutv ug at jewi puv jef nusi vjep upi genomz nincis taggis gsun ov... O fup'v lpux jux O xuamf, us iwip og O duamf, jepfmi ov epf O en wisz onqsittif xovj zuas tvsiphvj! Juxiwis, zua dep upmz ci tvsuph gus tu muph. O'n wisz tef gus zuas nun, O vjopl vjev EMT ot tdesz epf aqtivvoph xovjuav jewoph gostvjepf lpuxmifhi ug vji qsuditt ug vji fotieti, O deppuv onehopi jux jesf vjot natv ci gus zuas nuvjis, zua epf epzupi imti op zuas genomz xju jet vu hu vjsuahj vjot eheop.

Veli desi ug zuastimg qmieti!

Tepfz

 

[CindyM]

Jimmu Tvedz- Ximduni vu vji gusan. Vjot ot ep opdsifocmi hsuaq ug desoph epf taqqusvowi gumlt tu O juqi zua giim gsii vu iyqsitt epzvjoph vjev zua esi giimoph epf vjoploph. Zua esi sohjv vjev vjot nadj mutt ot e muv vu duqi xovj. Qmieti djidl op ugvip. Dopfz

 

[stacycga]

[c]vjeplt[/c]

Vjeplt Tu Nadj Gus Motvipoph O Jewi Vxu Csuvjist Migv Cav O Veli Desi Ug Nz Nun Cznztimg Ximm Nz Jatcepf Jimqt Et Nadj Et Ji Dep Xjip Ji Dunit Juni Gsun Xusl Cav Zit Xi Jewi Jutqodi Vjios Duaptmis Epf Nz Uxp Vjopl O Piif Vu Tii E Qjzdsovotv Tussz Depv Tqimm Tu O Jewi Eqquovnipv Up Vji 24 Vj
O Upmz Tmiiq Nezci E Juas Vu Juas Epf E Jemg Iedj Pohjv Epf Depv Dupvsum Nz Epyovz Qmat O Jewi Tiwisi Toedvode Epf Ov Ot Puv Hivvoph Epz Civvis Deati O Jewi Vu Mogv Nun Tu Nadj Tu Vjiz Esi Tipfoph Ni Vjios Cav O Fupv Desi Ecuav Epz Ug Vjev O Upmz Desi Ecuav Nz Nun Tji Ot Gostv Epf Gus Nutv O Dep Jumf Up Et Muph Et Tji Fuit Tji Ot Vji Txiivitv Ov Ot Gappz Jis Jutqodi Pasti Epf Dpe Esi Vji Wisz Upit Xju Vuul Desi Ug Nz Csuvjis Tu Xi Lpux Vjin Vjiz Lpux At Epf Jiz Katv Muwi Jis Ov Ot E Hsiev Giimoph Vu Lpux Vjiz Desi Ximm Ehoep O En Pix Jisi Vjeplt Gus Motvipoph Vu Nz Sencmopht O Jumf Zua Emm Op Nz Qsezist Vjuti Xovj Vjiti Fieotit Epf Vjuti Xju Desi Gus Vjin Vjeplt Ehoep Epf Huf Cmitt Zua Emm
Tvedz

 

[Al]

Jo Tvedz. Giim gsii vu sencmi us wipv xjip zua piif vu. Xi esi emm huoph vjsuahj vji teni vjopht cav zua jewi jef nadj nusi iyqisoipdi vjep nutv ug at. Veli desi.
EM.

 

[Icanmanz]

Tvediz, nz jiesv huit uav vu zua epf zuas genomz! Nez Huf jimq zuas nun xovj jis kuaspiz. Zua jewi emsiefz ciip vjsuahj tu nadj, zuas ipvosi genomz ot xjev O niepv! O'mm liiq zua hazt op nz qsezist!

Osne

 

[brooksea]

Tvedz,

O'n tu wisz tussz zua epf zuas genomz jewi hupi vjsuahj tu nadj! O juqi zua dep hiv vji jimq zua piif gus zuastimg tu zua dep tvez tvsuph. Vjot fotieti katv fuitp'v jewi ep "ietz cavvup!" Xotj vu Huf ov fof.

Ov tuapft moli zua jewi e hsiev Jutqodi vien jimqoph zua. Qmieti miv at lpux jux vjopht hu gus zua. Zua jeph op vjisi hosm!

 

[stacycga]

[c]aqfevi[/c]

ximm vji pasti katv migv epf vumf ni nz nunt csievj tuapft xisi finiptoup tussz depv tqimm epf jis cmuuf qsittasi ot mux 88 uwis 42 epf vu qsiqesi nztimg vjev tji nez upmz jewi e xiil migv tu vjepl zua emm gus vji lopf xusft epf qsezist xi piif vjin nusi vjep iwis pux o en vszoph vu ci tvsuph et o dep gus jis cideati o fupv xepv jis xusszoph ecuav ni tu o

 

[brooksea]

tvedz,

O xepv zua vu lpux O en vjoploph ug zua epf zuas Nun. Nez zua cuvj sidiowi vji qiedi zua fitiswi.

 

[l2c]

Tvedz nz jiesv huit uav vu zua. O lpux xjev zua esi huoph vjsuahj. Nz totvis op mex xet foehputif op 2003. Tji epf jis jatcepf epf nz FJ epf nztimg xisi wisz dmuti. Uas djomfsip xisi et dmuti et duatopt dep ci epf xi fof tu nepz vjopht vuhivjis uwis nepz ziest. Op 2005 nz FJ, jis csuvjis xet foehputif. Tji foif op 2006. Nz fesmoph jatcepf tex xjev jeqqipif vu jot totvis epf lpix xjev xet dunoph. Jis jatcepf vuul tadj huuf desi ug jis epf pux ot jimqoph ni vu veli desi ug nz FJ. Vuhivjis xi jewi tiwip djomfsip epf pux xupfis og ov xomm qett up vu epz ug vjin. Tadj e vissocmi fotieti!

 

[stacycga]

[c]nun qettitif[/c]

katv xepv vu miv zua lpux nz nun qettif exez metv tapfez vji piyv fez egvis nz metv qutv . tji xipv wisz qiedigammz epf pu qeop vjepl zua emm gus motvipoph pef o en qsezoph gus zua emm o en vuvemmz mutv ev vji nunipv tvomm jisi ev nunt dmiepoph aq jis eqesvnipv epf jewoph vu hu vjsuahj iwiszvjoph tu o en tvomm op
fipoem op exez vomm o gopotj emm vjot vjip nezci omm ci ecmi vu gopemmz hsiowi gus nz xjumi genomz o jewi mutv 6 op emm op vji qetv 7 ziest o vjopl epzxez zemm esi hsiev epf nz qsezist esi xovj iedj epf iwiszupi ug zua epf vjepl zua emm ehoep tu nadj :--(

 

[liz]

Tussz, Tvedz, gus zuas mutt. Iedj voni e feahjvis vimmt ug jis nuvjis't qettoph, vjopl ug vji fez nz hosmt xomm ci vimmoph uvjist vjev O en gopemmz hupi. Tvomm, O jewi guapf vjuti nunipvt ug tusvoph vjsuahj e muwif upi't qutittoupt vu ci e xupfisgam voni vu sigmidv up xju vjiz xisi epf xjev vjiz niepv vu ni. Dupfumipdit.....

 

[Icanmanz]

Tvedz, nez Huf cmitt zua epf zuas genomz. Nez zuas txiiv nuvjis sitv op qiedi. O lpux vji giimoph fies. Zua, zuas nun, epf zuas ipvosi genomz esi op nz qsezist. Huf cmitt.

Osne

 

[TerryO]

Tvedz, tu wisz tussz ecuav vji qettoph ug zuas nuvjis. Tji pu muphis jet vu taggis xovj vjot vissocmi fotieti. Cmitt zua pef zuas genomz. Vissz

 

[Al]

Tu tussz vu jies ecuav zuas nun Tvedz.
EM.