I want to thank everyone for your kind posts, PMs, and your prayers. They are very appreciated. Today is my birthday, and I am really feeling the loss of Lenny. I suppose it is just the many of "firsts" that I will face without him.
I am still kind of in shock mode. I have taken care of what I have had to, but that is about it. It seems as though I could pull the covers over my head and sleep for at least the next year. Must be my version of escape. I am doing my best to keep life as normal as possible for my daughter. It seems to me that she is still in denial to a degree.
I know it will get easier with time. This is not my first experience with losing a loved one. It just doesn't make the "now" any easier! I keep all of you in my prayers. Again, thank you all so much for all your prayers, help, suggestions and support through this journey.
Linda