hjlindley
Senior member
- Joined
- Dec 1, 2011
- Messages
- 761
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 10/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- VA
- City
- Richmond
I was always the one that helped my BFF do the dishes and put things away after New Years Eve. I know where everything goes. for all these years, I've had her back. clearing tables. help serving, opening wine bottles. I was always the one she could count on. Now, I know that if I try to help, I will prbably drop soemthing. I can get up and down, but move so clumsily and slowly that I am in the way.
I know I am lucky that I can still walk and talk. I know that I am blessed to have wonderful friends and some independance left. I really am greatful that this is moving slwoly. But sometimes it feels like water torture....each drip takes one more small function. And it never stops dripping.
Most of the tiime I can stay positive, but wathcing my friend work so hard and not being able to help her really hurt. Well, some days are better than others, and tommmorw will be better than today.
Thanks, PALS, for letting me vent. I know you understand.
I know I am lucky that I can still walk and talk. I know that I am blessed to have wonderful friends and some independance left. I really am greatful that this is moving slwoly. But sometimes it feels like water torture....each drip takes one more small function. And it never stops dripping.
Most of the tiime I can stay positive, but wathcing my friend work so hard and not being able to help her really hurt. Well, some days are better than others, and tommmorw will be better than today.
Thanks, PALS, for letting me vent. I know you understand.