I'm so very sorry for your loss, but I hope you all find some peace over all of this together as a family.
You truly had his best interests at heart. There are no winners in this situation. Much love to you.
Almost a month without my dad, and i still cant believe it. I know this is what he would've wanted, he didn't want us to "have" to take care of him, but my wish would be for a drug a treatment anything for ALS! What i wouldn't give to be his caretaker again
@Jdeanda - I can so identify with what you are feeling... and I'm a year and a half out from the loss of my wife, Darcey. Keep those good memories of how you loved him and let them embrace and hold you.
@JimInVA - Its been a struggle, my mom is 69 and they were married for 50 years. A lifetime. It is truly breaking my heart in other ways for my mom. I find some comfort going to the cemetery and having full on convos with him. He was such a good person. I feel completely lost with out him. CALS and PALS that are in for the long haul with ALS truly have a higher position in heaven....