Renee24angela
New member
- Joined
- Feb 13, 2015
- Messages
- 3
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Country
- US
- State
- Ohio
- City
- Cincinnati
My mother was diagnosed September 2012 and passed December 1 2014 at 11 pm. Although her official time of death is midnight, December 2... Which was my 25th birthday. She was 53 years young. This is the first support forum I had visited. I then found an ALS caregivers page on Facebook which was a little easier to access from my cell phone. I do remember the support I received on this forum. While my mom was fighting her battle I had moved in with her and took care of her.... Her last year. Which was the hardest as she lost all of her muscle use. What I remember is I was having trouble with a boyfriend and venting on this forum. Someone had told me I would find someone who was more supportive... Who would dry my tears. I forgot my original username so I have no way to access my old account to find that individual who was absolutely right! After I moved in with my mom I found out my boyfriend of 7 years was cheating on me. ( perfect timing right?) so now I actually found someone who treats me the way I should be treated and is more than I could ask for.... But back to my moms story .... She went into a coma like state two days before her passing. I talked to her ... Held her had ... Said that the best birthday gift would be to know she is no longer suffering. It's like I was ready... I hated seeing my own mother so helpless ... I was wore down .. Tired ... I didn't cry much the following days of her passing. But now I feel it. I miss her . The old her before this disease took everything. I didn't think I needed grievance counseling ... I got off of antidepressants .. Recently found a job ... Hope it's not gonna be too much. She was my everything.