Hello, first my heart goes out to you an dyour family for having to endure this hardship. The best advice I can give you is to take a deep breath and slow down. I know your propbably going through alot, your frustrating, hurtin gand it seems like all the burden is being put on you. If your going to help your mom, you got to remain calm, do one thing at a time. I too amm going throgh the same thing with my fiance. I'm in the process of trying to move him back to GA from TX and handle his fiances and whatever else. I get overwhelmed at times and if you need to cry then cry. I started doing yoga and that time of relaxation has helped. Find something constructive you can do in your down time to keep you focused and at peace. I also started going back to church, sometimes we need that spiritual guidance. this is a time to bring you and your mom closer together. good luck to both of you