shelleynshaggy
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- Joined
- Sep 2, 2009
- Messages
- 280
- Diagnosis
- 08/2009
- Country
- US
- State
- OH
- City
- Brunswick
Tonight Jim came down stairs and our six year old was crying. I asked him why she was crying (he was just up there) he said no reason. Minutes later she came downstairs crying - daddy kicked her in the face (she is sleeping in a tent in the living room.) When I asked what happened he said she mouthed back to him so he shoved her - (like that is better.) However, my 9 year old tells the same story - daddy kicked the tent hitting her sister. I am at my wit's end when it comes to him. When I talk to him about it he stares straight ahead no reaction, no emotion, nothing. Just staring at the TV. I turned the tv off and tried again - he got up and went to bed instead. I really can't take this! School started yesterday and I found myself ready to start sleeping the days away again. I HATE being stuck home all day with just him. No conversation, nothing. He is still pretty self dependant - so I only have to do so much for him. I am basically here to watch him.
Yesterday I found out that he shattered the six year olds Kindle last week and convinced her not to tell me. I am so pissed - yeah, I'm mad it's broken - but it was an accident. What gets me is that no one told me. I saved for so long to get it for her birthday and there is no repairing it. Best part - his response "You can still see it -it's no big deal." it is shattered!
I started using my cpap last night - hoping it will help with some of my fatigue etc. (Sleep study was basically non-diagnostic, so not sure if this will help.) However, seeing as how I can already feel a shift in my depression with school starting I am not holding onto hope very well. Anyhow, I get all hooked up and not once but twice he all the sudden needs something. Once he woke me to give me the mail, the second time he wanted to take a shower -NOW. Nevermind that I had just tried to get him to shower - no he'd do it later he said.
Today I went to put up the blinds that "somehow" got pulled down - no one knows how of course. I find out that he threw away the brand new brackets I bought. I am so tired of him tossing things away - everything from checks, mortgage papers, kids homework, you name it. He won't put things away but is constantly moving MY stuff.
The next person who tells me how good he is doing or how good his "Rainman-like" memory is may get the wrath of Shelley unleashed upon them!
Just needed to b*tch - thanks for "listening!"
Yesterday I found out that he shattered the six year olds Kindle last week and convinced her not to tell me. I am so pissed - yeah, I'm mad it's broken - but it was an accident. What gets me is that no one told me. I saved for so long to get it for her birthday and there is no repairing it. Best part - his response "You can still see it -it's no big deal." it is shattered!
I started using my cpap last night - hoping it will help with some of my fatigue etc. (Sleep study was basically non-diagnostic, so not sure if this will help.) However, seeing as how I can already feel a shift in my depression with school starting I am not holding onto hope very well. Anyhow, I get all hooked up and not once but twice he all the sudden needs something. Once he woke me to give me the mail, the second time he wanted to take a shower -NOW. Nevermind that I had just tried to get him to shower - no he'd do it later he said.
Today I went to put up the blinds that "somehow" got pulled down - no one knows how of course. I find out that he threw away the brand new brackets I bought. I am so tired of him tossing things away - everything from checks, mortgage papers, kids homework, you name it. He won't put things away but is constantly moving MY stuff.
The next person who tells me how good he is doing or how good his "Rainman-like" memory is may get the wrath of Shelley unleashed upon them!
Just needed to b*tch - thanks for "listening!"