It has been 3 weeks today since my mom died. Everyone around us has gone on living, just as they should. I don't hold it against them either. On the other hand my life came to a screeching halt when my mom died. Taking care of her had become my life and I am so lost and alone and so very sad.
I started going to church after momma died. I was enjoying it but now I'm just so damn mad. If there is this loving God somewhere then why do bad things happen to good people. It just doesn't make sense in my mind. NOBODY deserves this disease. My mom certainly didn't. Someone who loved life so very very much shouldn't leave this Earth stuck in a stupid ass chair unable to do anything.
god I'm so mad.
I started going to church after momma died. I was enjoying it but now I'm just so damn mad. If there is this loving God somewhere then why do bad things happen to good people. It just doesn't make sense in my mind. NOBODY deserves this disease. My mom certainly didn't. Someone who loved life so very very much shouldn't leave this Earth stuck in a stupid ass chair unable to do anything.
god I'm so mad.