Dear Maryam,
I am so glad to see you on the Forum and sharing your feelings with others. I also have ALS, but I would not wish anyone else to ever have this disease. I can tell you love your father, and he is blessed to have you in his life. I also appreciate your prayers for not only those of us who have this disease, but for the family and care givers who have such a burden.
I encourage you to share with us any thing you feel on your heart. We are like a big family here, sharing the same problems, and our hearts with one another.
May our heavenly Father bless you with peace and a cheerful heart to help your dad. I get a lot of help from my children just by them trying to cheer me up and keep my mind off the other things. I know your dad would too.