bittersweet1
New member
- Joined
- Aug 16, 2013
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- 2
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Country
- US
- State
- RI
- City
- Warwick
I never thought I would find myself posting in this forum, but here I am. My mother recently passed in July 2013 from ALS. After a 10 month fight, she decided to stop her feedings as she had lost all ability to move and speak. We knew that this moment would be coming as she was only holding out this long to meet her first grandbaby. I do not think "knowing" that eventually this will happen makes it any easier.
For 10 months, I went straight to my mom's house after work to take over her care as my brother gave up his job to stay with her during the day so my stepfather could continue to work. Now we are all lost. How do we move forward? I do not remember a life before taking care of my mom. She was my best friend. At 29 years old, I need my mother more than ever.
Some days I feel like it might be getting easier, but then I have these moments that I realize what has really taken place and my heart just feels like it gets broken into a million pieces all over again. This disease does not end once it takes the person who was diagnosed; it lives on through the caregivers and family.
Thank you for letting me vent my sadness that eventually turns into anger and back to sadness.
For 10 months, I went straight to my mom's house after work to take over her care as my brother gave up his job to stay with her during the day so my stepfather could continue to work. Now we are all lost. How do we move forward? I do not remember a life before taking care of my mom. She was my best friend. At 29 years old, I need my mother more than ever.
Some days I feel like it might be getting easier, but then I have these moments that I realize what has really taken place and my heart just feels like it gets broken into a million pieces all over again. This disease does not end once it takes the person who was diagnosed; it lives on through the caregivers and family.
Thank you for letting me vent my sadness that eventually turns into anger and back to sadness.