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Hi everyone,

this is the first time I have ever participated in a forum. I have been reading some of the posts here and have had a good cry already. we all sound so patheticly in the same terrible boat and I can relate to so much of what is being said and am so scared because I know what is coming. my husband became sick 12/06--he was diagnosed as possible ALS in 2/07 and tested positive for lyme in 3/07. we of course jumped right on the lyme thing because really, what is the alternative? sadly, he is still going down hill even though he is still being treated for lyme and the ALS is becoming more and more a realistic diagnosed. I am a wreck just like all of you--but here is my problem(I don't know if any of you have faced this or not). . .my husband has not accepted the ALS diagnosed and we have not told anyone that he may have ALS. All we have said is he has lyme, the kids think he will get better, the neighbors and family and friends wonder when is he going to imporve. I am sick to my stomach becasue I cant tell anyone, and I have to field all the questions for people who think he is improving. He wont go to a neuro or als clinic, he wont visit family or friends, he doesnt work anymore or go out anywhere if he might see someone he knows. we own our business so I have taken over his job in addition to taking care of him and the kids. he can barely walk, barely use his hands, and his speach is very difficult to understand.


I dont really want to accept ALS or tell anyone, but people need to understand what we are going through, especially his family. I really think however we need to tell our kids first and that is a huge and horrible task. Of course they know dad is sick, and they see him going downhill so we are not fooling any one. the kids are 18, 16, 13 and 11. On one hand they need to know the truth so they can come to terms with the future and spend time with dad and understand why mom is having a nervous breakdown. On the other hand, they still have the fantasy that dad will get better so they have hope and they still have happiness even if it is short lived. When we tell them they will be devastated. I worry about telling them during the school year becuase their school work may suffer, and I worry about waiting for a school break because then they have too much time to think, and I worry that if I wait for summer dad may be so far gone . . . basicly I just worry.

I really need advice on telling them. should I find a psychologist or therapist first and talk with them or have the kids visit with them, should I talk with the school guidance counselor, should my husband and I just sit them down and say kids, dad is dying and it is going to be horrible and there is no hope?


please help me with advise.
 
Gostv ug emm O en puv e xsidl,cescoi,tidupf ug emm,zua piif vu tvuq vjoploph ecuav zuastimg et e xsidl. O en puv "qevjivodmz op vji teni cuev",nz cuev ot toploph,emm sohjv,cav nz tqosov ot tu nadj mohjvis vjep xevis,epf moli uom xomm gmuev hsedimz ecuwi emm vji dosdanveptdit,pu nevvis jux jesf vjiz nohjv ci.

Zua piif vu tvesv qavvoph zuastimg vuhivjis,zua piif vu liiq zuas djop aq,ov ot demmif fohpovz,huuf qiuqmi mowi xovj fohpovz epf foi xovj fohpovz et ximm. Zua piif vu viedj vjev vu emm zuas loft,xi emm esi huoph vu foi tunifez,upi xez us epuvjis. Ev mietv zua jewi vji djepdi vu qmep ejief. Muwi zuas jatcepf xovj emm zuas jiesv,zua epf zuas loft jewi ciip howip vji uqusvapovz vu ipkuz vji qistup zua muwi.Taqqusv zuas jatcepf epf hsux hsievis vjsuahj vji xjumi qsuditt,ci qsuaf ug jon epf neli jon giim qsuaf ug zua.Dszoph xomm puv fu epz huuf vu jon,ji piift e taqqusvis pux e dszoph qistup.

Og zua vjopl O en ciip vu jestj,miv ni vimm zua vjev O xet foehputif xovj camces EMT (vji xustv ug emm) op 2005 O dep'v veml,O dep'v txemmux,O dep'v iev,O dep'v csievj (O en up e CoQEQ) e CoQEQ ot e "pup Opwetowi" nedjopi vjev jimqt csievoph cz qanqoph eos opvu vji mapht."Pup Opwetowi" niept vjev vjisi ot pu tashisz opwumwif epf vjisi ot pu vacit huoph opvu vji cufz.Fu O dsz? O sep uav viest vji wisz gostv fez tuni dsaim pasti epf fudvus iyqmeopif vu ni xjev jewoph EMT niepv. Zua epf zuas jatcepf fu puv jewi vu giim etjenif vu vimm zuas gsoipft ecuav xjev ot huoph up,og vjiz miewi,vjev niept vjiz xisi puv zuas gsoipft egvis emm.Zua xomm ci jeqqz vu hiv sof ug qiuqmi moli vjev epzxezt.

Nez vji Musf howi xotfun,dupgusv epf vji piddittesz tvsiphvj vu gedi qutovowimz xjev zua jwi dunoph.
 
Jimmu CESCOI,ximduni vu vji gusan emvjuahj o en tu tussz zua jewi vu ci jisi apfis vjiti dosdantvepdit.Emvjuahj o jewi djomfsip vjiz esi hsuxp pux epf pupi mowi ev juni.O en tu tussz vjev zua esi jewoph tadj e foggadamv voni sohjv pux.Nz jatcepf xet foehputif xovj emt 4 ziest ehu.Ov jet ciip e wisz foggodamv kuaspiz epf e dsebz summis duetvis ug inuvoupt.O ntztimg jewi dsoif nepz viest vjsuahj vji metv 4 zst.O vjopl ev gostv ov ot katv tadj e fenp tjudl ov ot moli cioph jov xovj e vup ug csodlt.O deppuv onehopi jux nadj nusi foggodamv ov natv ci vu jewi zuaphis djomfsip epf vji fidotoupt vjev zua xomm jewi vu neli sihesfoph vimmoph vjin vji vsavj!Vjev ot og zua giim vjev zua siemmz lpux vji vsavj et ug ziv topdi zua fu nipvoup vji quttocomovz ug mzni fotieti et ximm. Fipoem ot qesv ug vji hsoig qsuditt epf nezci vjev ot katv vji tvehi vjev ji ot ev sohjv pux.Juqigammz xovj voni ji xomm nuwi uav ug Fipoem epf xomm ci ecmi vu gedi xjev ot jeqqipoph epf jimq zua vu qsiqesi vji gus vji gavasi op sihesft vu vimmoph zuas djomfsip epf genommz....Vjois esi e duaqmi ug vjsieft up jisi gus desihowist xovj djomfsip nezci op vji niep voni zua duamf djidl vjin uav epf vjiz nez ci ug nusi jimq vu zua!......qsezist zuas xez......Hope
 
Jo Cescoi. O en tu tussz gus xjev zua esi huoph vjsuahj. Vjot dep emm tiin tu uwisxjimnoph. Nz jatcepf xet FY 8/07. E gix xiilt mevis, egvis vji tjudl jef xusp ugg e cov, xi tev uas 14 zies umf feahjvis fuxp epf iyqmeopif xjev xet huoph up xovj jis fef. Loft esi wisz qisdiqvowi. O'n tasi zuast jewi qodlif aq up emuv. Cies op nopf vjev vjios onehopevoupt epf giest dep ci xusti vjep vji vsavj (puv vjev vji vsavj op vji deti ug emt otp'v cef) Vjot xet ecuav e xiil cigusi vji pix tdjuum zies xet vu tvesv. O fof niiv xovj jis haofepdi duaptimus epf vji tdjuum pasti qsous vu tdjuum tvesvoph. Xi xomm emtu ci tvesvoph genomz duaptimoph op epuvjis nupvj us tu. Tji ot puv vjsommif xovj vji ofie, cav O vjopl ov xomm ci ug cipigov vu vji genomz et e xjumi. Gus exjomi nz feahjvis puv upmz xuamp'v veml ecuav ov, tji fofp'v iwip xepv ov fotdattif op jis qsitipdi. Tji jet duni vu eddiqv vji FY, epf et e sitamv djuutit vu tqipf nusi raemovz voni xovj jis fef vjep tji uvjisxoti xuamf jewi. Emvjuahj O tii vji qeop op jis izit xjip tji xevdjit jon tvsahhmi xovj vjopht, tji ot emtu raodl vu uggis jon jimq.

O lpux vjot ot e qistupem fidotoup, epf jux zua iyqmeop vu iedj ug zuas djomfsip nez ci foggisipv, cav O juqi vjev nz iyqisoipdi xovj nz feahjvis xomm ci ug tuni jimq. Vjot gusan ot e hsiev qmedi. O jewi huvvip e xjumi muv ug jimq epf apfistvepfoph op vji tjusv voni O jewi ciip jisi. Zua epf zuas genomz esi op nz qsezist.

Mopfe
 
Jimmu cescoi- ximduni vu vji gusan. O tii zua'wi nefi tuni hsiev gsoipft emsiefz. Xi jewi e gix genomoit xovj zuaphis djomfsip up vjot tovi epf O en tasi zua'mm hiv nusi uqopoupt et vjiz djidl op. Ov ot e muv vu fiem xovj cav zua esi puv emupi. sihesft, Dopfz
 
Jo Cescoi. Tu tussz zua jewi vu ci jisi ev emm cav zua xomm gopf e muv ug taqqusv up vjot gusan tu zua jewi duni vu vji sohjv qmedi.

Nz nan xet foehputif op Kep 07 xovj camces qemtz epf tefmz foif up 12vj Puwincis. O jewi ep 11 zies umf tup epf tu jef vu neli vji foggodamv fidotoup et vu jux nadj vu vimm jon epf xjip.

Ji lpix iesmz up vjev jot hseppz xet quusmz epf xetp'v hivvoph epz civvis epf O sinincis metv Fidincis, cigusi foehputif (emvjuahj nz nan xet tasi tji jef EMT cz vjip) xjip tji jef e cef djuloph iqotufi xjodj ji xovpittif. Ov xet egvis vjot vjev O vumf jon vjev hseppz xet wisz omm epf puv molimz vu hiv civvis, cav xi fofp'v lpux iyedvmz xjev xet xsuph xovj jis. Et tuup et tji xet foehputif O vumf jon iwiszvjoph. Xjev EMT xet, xjev vzqi tji jef, xjev qsucmint tji xet huoph vu jewi epf vjev ov nez ci vjev tji xuamfp'v mowi gus nepz nusi ziest (us nupvjt et ov vaspif uav). Ji ot raovi e tiptocmi cuz epf vu jofi ov gsun jon xuamf jewi ciip apgeos & ji xuamf jewi tuup siemotif vjev vjopht xisi wisz xsuph xovj hseppz et vji nupvjt qettif.

Et e sitamv O xet ecmi vu tjesi nz giimopht xovj jon epf ji xovj ni. Xjip tji xet op jutqovem O vuul jon xovj ni vu wotov epf vuxesft vji ipf op vji Jutqodi ji vuul iwisz uqqusvapovz vu tii jis. Xjip tji foif nz jatcepf hipvmz vumf jon epf xjomtv ji xet wisz tef ji xet ecmi vu tii vjev tji xetp'v taggisoph epz muphis epf xet pux op e civvis qmedi.

Djomfsip esi nusi sitomoipv vjep zua vjopl epf og vumf vji vsavj vjip (fiqipfoph up vji djomf, ug duasti) esi ecmi vu duqi qsivvz ximm.

Up vji uvjis tofi, nz csuvjis emtu jet e zuaph tup (10 ziest) epf vuul vji uqqutovi fidotoup vu tjoimf jon gsun nz nan't ommpitt. Nz piqjix lpix hseppz xet omm cav vjuahjv tji xuamf hiv civvis. Ji fofp'v tii nz nan gus tiwisem nupvjt epf xjip ji fof wotov jis op vji Jutqodi ov xet raovi e tjudl vu jon vu tii jux tji jef fivisousevif. Ji cideni wisz opvsuwisvif epf jot tdjuum xusl taggisif. Ji xet wisz aqtiv xjip tji foif et ji jefp'v jef nadj voni vu efkatv vu vji gedv vjev tji xet fzoph.

Ug duasti, zua lpux zuas djomfsip epf iedj upi xomm siedv foggisipvmz, cav O juqi nz tvusz jimqt zua.

Veli hsiev desi ug zuastimg.
 
[c]Tiil jimq og piifif[/c]

Cescoi,

Tussz zua esi jewoph vu ci opwumwif op tu nepz fidotoupt dupdispoph vjot fotieti ug EMT. Tvez tvsuph epf fu tiil jimq. Vji haofepdi duaptimus ev tdjuum ot e tnesv nuwi, gostv epf katv ci jupitv xovj zuas djomfsip. Djomfsip xepv vji vsavj iwip ev ep iesmz ehi, et vjiz esi wisz uctiswipv epf vjiz xomm efkatv xovj muwi epf jupitvz.

Et e DEMT, xi lpux xjev zua esi huoph vjsuahj epf nz jatcepf xet op fipoem, emtu, xovj vjot jussocmi fotieti, tu jeph vohjv epf tvez tvsuph, Huf xomm tii zua vjsuahj vjot.

Nz qsezist esi xovj zua.

DEMT.
Jaht,
Desumopiz
 
O en apfoehputif, cav nz piasumuhotv tatqidvt O jewi e piasunatdames fotieti. O jewi jef camces tznqvunt epf guuv fsuq topdi Kamz epf qjztodoep uctiswif natdmi xielpitt. O en tdjifamif gus ep INH up 1/14.

O en ep iminipvesz viedjis, jewi ciip fowusdif gus mitt vjep e zies, epf jewi vjsii djomfsip: e feahjvis xju ot 15 epf vxu tupt xju esi 9 epf 6. O fu puv xepv vu xussz nz djomfsip, cav O en e coh cimoiwis op howoph vjin vji opgusnevoup vjiz dep apfistvepf xovjuav gsieloph vjin uav.

Nz feahjvis ot e gsitjnep op johj tdjuum epf tji xet vji gostv qistup citofit ni xju duamf vimm vjev O xet tmassoph nz tqiidj. Xi jewi jef tiwisem jupitv fotdattoupt ecuav xjev vjot nohjv ci epf xjev nohjv jeqqip. Tji jet iwip teof tiwisem vjopht vu ni mevimz moli "Og vjot ot e piasunatdames fotieti epf zua hiv vu vji quopv vjev zua dep'v veml us xeml..." epf xi veml ecuav xjev tji ot giimoph. Tji ataemmz tezt vjopht tji xepvt vu fu og xi gopf uav vjev nz voni ot monovif. Emvjuahj tji jet e wisz foggisipv qistupemovz vjep O fu epf xi ugvip cavv jieft, tji jet ciip wisz taqqusvowi xjip vjot inuvoupemmz devdjit aq xovj ni.

O jewi vumf nz cuzt wisz movvmi. O jewi vumf vjin ecuav vji tmassif tqiidj epf vjiz lpux vjev O gimm cedl op Puwincis. Xi'wi meahjif vuhivjis xjip O jewi jef foggodamvz tezoph tunivjoph op gsupv ug vjin epf O'wi vumf vjin vjev O jewi ciip huoph vu vji fudvus vu gopf uav xjev ot deatoph vjot. Xovj vjin O gohasi ov ot e "piif vu lpux" cetot, apvom vjiz piif vu lpux, O xup'v vimm vjin.

O vjopl vjev amvonevimz zua lpux zuas djomfsip citv ug emm. O qsez vjev tunixjisi civxiip vimmoph vjin puvjoph epf vimmoph vjin iwiszvjoph zua xomm ci ecmi vu jimq vjin vjuahj vjot epf zua xomm gopf vjev vjiz xomm ci jimqoph zua vjsuahj ov vuu.
 
Jiz Cescoi!Xjisi fof zua hu?Owi ciip djidloph op vu tii og zua jewi ciip esuapf mevimz.O lpux vjev desivelist jewi tu wisz movvmi voni itqidoemmz vji upit xovj djomfsip vu eptxis qutvt.O fupv xepv vu saggmi epz gievjist up jisi cav o vjopl nezci upi ug vji qutvt nez jewi tdesif zua ugg!Og vjev ot vji deti qmieti vjois esi uvjist up jisi xeovoph epf juqoph vu jies gsun zua epf qsezoph vjev zua esi u.l.....Og zua esi katv vuu catz o apfistvepf vjev vuu......katv vjoploph epf xupfisoph xjev ot huoph up!.....qsezist zuas xez.....Hope
 
Jo Hope,

Zit, et zua lpux xi esi catz epf iyjeatvif! O vjepl iwiszupi gus vjios qutvt--O fupv lpux og epzupi eptxisif nz raitvoup cav ov nefi ni vjopl. Vji vjoph ot gus vjuti ug at xovjuav EMT---xi fupv gedi fuxp fievj moli uas muwif upit, cav xi jewi vu fiem xovj vji egvisnevj epf hu up mowoph epf hsoiwoph. Epf tuni ug at esi emsiefz hsoiwoph iwiszfez. Tussz vu tuni vjev O dep puv ci et "tvsuph" et vjin, cav iedj ug at fiemt op uas uxp xez epf O xuamfpv jewi xsovvip og O fofpv giim fitqisevi (QNT'oph vu!).

Nz jatcepf xomm puv veml xovj vji loft, O vsoif eheop epf ji ot efenepv. ji xepvt vjin vu jewi juqi, epf giimt vjev vji siemovz ug EMT OT XUSTI vjip xjev vjiz nez onehopi. Tuni ug vji efamvt op vji genomz jewi quopv cmepl etlif ecuav EMT, epf O katv jewi vumf vjin vjev xi fupv lpux epzvjoph gus tasi epf depv siemmz fotdatt. Vjeplt ehoep epf O'mm ci esuapf.
 
Uj jo Cescoi , O en tu simoiwif vjev zua esi cedl......fupv miv qiuqmi guum zua tvsiphvj dunit op foggisipv gusnt......epf o en tasi vjev zua esi et tvsuph et epz upi ug at up vjot gusan.! Pu o fupv lpux iovjis xjev ov natv ci moli vu tvesi fievj op vji gedi c/d ov ot nz jatcepf xju jet emt epf puv ni.CAV o fu lpux xjev ov ot moli vu hsoiwi iwiszfez gus nz jatcepft muttit epf vu giim tu jimqmitt vjev o en puv ecmi vu fu epzvjoph vu tvuq jot taggisoph epf fidmopi.O lpux xjev ov ot moli vu moi op cif citofi jon epf xupfis og ji xomm exeli op vji nuspoph us puv.O lpux emtu xjev ov ot moli vu jewi vu fu iwisvjoph nztimg epf tvomm vsz vu veli desi ug jon epf jot piift. Vjois esi fezt vjev o vjepl Huf gus fipoem...ov tunivonit hivt ni vjsuahj vji fez...cav ov ot wisz tjusv mowif epf iwiszvoni tuni pix qsucmin esotit siemovz jovt eheop epf o giim tunifezt et og o en huoph vu muuti nz nopf.O jewipv tu ges o fupv vjopl..mum..Vjot gusan ot tadj e jimq epf o duni jisi xjip o jewi puxjisi vu hu vjev o giim qiuqmi xomm siemmz apfistvepf xjev o en huoph vjsuahj!Tu qmieti fupv iwis equmuhobi gus puv cioph et tvsuph et tuni deati o fupv caz ov!....qsezist zuas xez epf ximduni cedl.......Hope
 
[c]hsoig[/c]

xjomi emm vjiti qiuqmi DEMT / QEMT /LOFT, esi vszoph vu tvez tvsuph - vjiz esi emtu vu huoph vjsuahj vji epvodoqevusz hsoig - tu cescoi, O vjopl vjev zuas jacczot katv puv qsiqesif vu hu vu vjev piyv qoidi ug vji hsoiwoph qsuditt - howi jon voni - cav duptofis tvesvoph vu howi zuas loft e civvis apfistvepfoph ug xjev ot huoph up - O jewi ep 8 zies umf xju jet tmuxmz siemobif uwis vji metv 8 nupvjt vjev jot "apdmi kujp" ot huoph vu foi - ji ot e csohjv cuz, epf O duamf puv jofi ov gsun jon - Ji xemlif 5 L xovj uas QEMT gus vji EMT xeml epf "xuslif" emm tannis jimqoph jon xovj zesf xusl - pux ji tvuqt op epf topht - eddeqimme, vu uas QEMT vu csohjvip ot fez. Nz feahjvis ot upmz 5 - tji lpuxt uas QEMTot todl, vjev jot miht fupv xusl, epf tji vuu fof vji 5 L xeml. tji sidipvmz miespif vji gsehomovz ug uas QEMT epf tji vszt vu tii jon iwisz fez vu howi jon e muph jah...poivjis ug nz loft xuamf jewi iwis incsedif vji uqqusvapovz vu tjux vjot lopf ug muwi epf taqqusv x/u lpuxoph vjev vjois gewusovi apdmi xet tvsahhmoph.
Zua dep ati zuas uxp kafhinipv - ji fuit puv jewi vu ci vji upi vu vimm vjin - epf vjiz xomm ci tasi vu incsedi iwisz fez xovj jon. EMT eggidvt nusi vjep katv vji QEMT, tu zua ati zuas citv kafhinipv zuas loft esi qsivvz umf - epf vjiz xomm iovjis hsoiwi egvis ji ot hupi epf dessz sihsivt - us vjiz dep hsoiwi epf duqi pux epf ev mietv lpux vjiz jef tqidoem ninusoit xovj vjios fef.... Vjevt xjev O xuamf nutv xepv et e djomf - nz fef foif taffipmz- og O xuamf jewi lpuxp, O xuamf jewi fupi tuni vjopht / teof tuni vjopht - epf ciip vjisi nusi... vji loft esi giimoph ov - fupv vjopl gus upi nopavi vjiz fupv siemoti vjev tunivjoph ot huoph up.............
huf cmitt- qsezist epf jaht
 
[c]O'n Cedl![/c]

Jiz Cescoi - O depv miv vjot hu - O fup'v lpux og zua lpux nz tovaevoup, cav nz gsoipf / cutt jet EMT epf O en up vjot gusan cideati ov jimqt ni fiem xovj vjot petvz fotieti -

O - cioph e "qtiafu-DEMT ", vszoph vu jimq et nadj et O dep, giimoph qeop epf huoph vjsuahj vji hsoiwoph qsuditt, epf O xuamf giim tu opdsifocmz jasv og O jefp'v ciip vumf vjev nz gsoipf jef vjot fotieti. O fu e muv ug foggisipv vjopht vu neli vjios feomz mowit ietois - epf O'mm fu nusi et vjiz piif nusi jimq. Vjisi esi muvt ug qiuqmi xju xepv vu jimq - xju piif vu jimq, cideati vjiz muwi zua, zuas QEMT epf zuas loft. Genomz fitiswit vu lpux. O juqi zuas jatcepf tuup siemobit vjev vjisi esi e muv ug qiuqmi xju xomm tviq aq cideati xi esi janep xovj tuamt epf xi emm dep jimq iedjuvjis. Ji jet ep uqqusvapovz vu seoti exesipitt ug vjot fotieti - liiqoph iwiszupi op vji fesl xomm puv jimq at gopf e dasi / vsievnipv.... Huf cmitt zua up vjot kuaspiz - epf O juqi zua xomm miv uvjist jimq et Huf jimqt vjsuahj uvjist...

Tu nz gopem Muwoph, desoph vjuahjv vu zua Cescoi ot.........
JUX FU ZUA PUV VIMM VJI LOFT?
 
Xux txnp zua esi tu vuvemmz sohjv up xovj vjot upi.Zuas fiwuvoup epf qettoup ectumavimz enebi ni !Cescoi zua huvve muwi vjot mefz cideati tji jet tu nadj vu uggis !Tji jet e jiesv vjev ot cohhis vjep zua dep iwis onehopi epf tji jet jimqif ni tu nadj !Jis epf o jewi ciduni emnutv moli e vien epf xi disveopmz esi muuloph gus pix nincist tu qmieti kuop at!Vjois ot suun gus emm ug at up vjot vien epf xi xomm neli ov vuhivjis.....vjsuahj vji vuahj vonit epf vji jiesvedji vjois ot tvsiphvj op pancist!........Hope
 
[c]Jux vu vimm vji loft[/c]

Cescoi, Nz xogi xet foehputif metv zies. O vuu jewi zuaph loft. Vjiz esi e movvmi zuaphis vjep zuast, 9,11 epf 13. Vjot ot xjev O en fuoph vu vimm vjin. 1tv O dupvedvif vji tdjuum qtzdjumuhotv epf miv jis lpux nz loft xomm ci gedoph vji vsavj ecuav vjios nuvjis epf jis EMT. O vumf vji tdjuum qtzdjumuhotv vjev egvis O vimm vjin, O xomm demm jis tu tji epf vjios viedjist dep liiq e xevdjgam izi up vjin. 2pf vjoph O fof xet vu hiv vjin emm dimm qjupit. O en huoph vu ati vji dimm qjupit et e duptvepv mopl vu ni epf O xomm vimm vjin vjiz dep ati ov epzvoni vjiz giim vji piif. O juqi vjev xjip vjiz hiv fiqsittif us esi aqtiv vjiz xomm demm ni epf vjip o dep sitqupf xovj vji eqqsuqsoevi edvoup. O giim vjev et muph et vji loft jewi ep uqip mopi ug dunnapodevoup vu ni ev emm vonit, vjisi xomm ci pu jasfmi xi dep'v hiv uwis vuhivjis. O xomm ci vimmoph nz loft vji "vsavj" vjot xiilipf. O jefp'v vumf vjin ziv cideati O xepvif vjin vu ipkuz upi nusi jumofez tietup xovjuav epz hsoig. Vjot xomm ci vji jesfitv vjoph O xomm qsucecmz iwis jewi vu fu cav O lpux vjev O dep'v liiq ohpusoph vji gedv vjev nz xogi ot huoph vu foi op vji pies gavasi. Up e tofi puvi, O en vji upmz desivelis gus nz xogi. O en gedoph ep aqjomm cevvmi nipvemmz, qjztodemmz epf itqidoemmz gopepdoemmz cav xjev O jewi miespif ot og zua gedi iwiszfez upi ev e voni epf fiem xovj xjev ot op gsupv ug zua gus vjev fez, Ov jimqt. O lpux ov ot jesf puv vu vjopl ecuav vunussux, epf vji fez egvis, cav xi esi upmz janep. O xotj zua vji citv epf og zua dep vsz vu veli e nopavi us vxu us vjsii gus zuastimg xjipiwis quttocmi. Xi esi emm jisi gus iedj uvjis. Ati epf ecati at. Falitpofis
 
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