jattd, we are here for you, and others like you. We are not going to let you down. If, anytime, for any reason, you want to go online and chat with us, just do it. Your posts will not remain unanswered. There are a lot of caring folks here, and we care for each other. May God bless you. I'd like for you to know, your post brought me to tears. You are in my prayers.
Irma