Help too much stress!

[Gina]

Wow how much stress can you have in your life without totally loosing it?Was supposed to go to my sisters house today for dinner with the familly.Could not go becuase my husband is too sick/oxygen/bipap/ativin....i believe in late stages of als.Enjoying a movie alone while he sleeps then i get a call from my sis saying they have just taken my mother to hospital again!I cannot leave to be with her because of my husbands condition !My brother whom i do not speak to<please no lectures about forgive and forget, sometimes some things are just unforgivable!I am a very spiritual and have never had ocassion to not forgive some one so this is just so hard for me!Anyway he is at the hospital with her right now.....i phoned my other brother and he is on it!And knows the situation and will keep me updated i hope!My sister can be a little melodramdic so im hoping that the situation is not as bad as she says.....but i am so scared .To top it all off my brothers wife whom i also want nothing to do with her mother died yesterday and my sister wanted to know if i was going to the viewing and the funeral......dammit why dont some people just get it?I feel bad that she has lost her mother but dammit they have done so much dammage to my familly and i dont know what to do!help and prayers please! Gina

 

[swmn]

[c]Taqis Xunep?[/c]

Jiz Hope!
Ci dupgofipv op e qmep zua vjopl zua dep fu vu wotov zuas nun xjomi veloph desi ug zuas QEMT & ZUASTIMG.
Tdseqi ugg zuas tot epf ycsu epf vji tot- opmex. Zua jewi vu gudat sohjv pux - epf zua'si mivvoph ov emm qomi aq - zua esi huoph vu ci op vji cif piyv vu zuas nun og zua vsz vu inuvoupemmz fiem xovj emm vjiti uvjis qiuqmi! Pux ot puv vji voni
- tvez gudatif up zuas loft / hsepf loft, jatcepf & nun.

Zua'mm ci UL zua esi e tvsuph xunep - cav zua deppuv uwis tvsivdj zuastimg.
O civ zua jewi emxezt ciip vji hu vu hem op zuas genomz c/d zua esi tu jimqgam
{ .. vjev't ni, vuu...}

Vjot ot moli ep inuvoupem vovmixewi, xovj qetv genomz ottait vjev esi effoph vu ov't tobi.
Upmz zua xomm lpux xjip ov't sohjv vu jepfmi vji uvjis tocmoph ottait - c/d pu upi lpuxt vji qeop vjev iyjotvt. dupdipvsevi up zuas nun epf QEMT xjomi ipkuzoph zuas hsepfloft epf loft
Citv xotjit vu zua , zuas nun epf jatcepf

{{{{{JAHT 4 A EMM}}}}}

 

[Gina]

Jiz txnp vjeplt gus zuas dunqettoup epf apfistvepfoph!O xeppe txnp vu vji uvjis tofi cav tunivonit o vjopl o nohjv piif tuni xevis xopht vu jimq!O haitt jimq ot vji liz xusf jisi! epf o haitt vsavj ot tunivonit xi vjopl xi fupv piif ov cideati xi esi tvsuph.....cav nezci o piif vu sifigopi xjev tvsuph ot ...nezci ov niept etloph gus jimq epf puv vszoph vu fu ov emupi!.....Hope

 

[Al]

Jo Hope. Siemmz tussz gus emm vjev ot huoph up op zuas mogi. O dep simevi vu vji genomz ottait. O xet op Hazepe updi op 1986 epf e gsoipft gevjis vumf jot tup op nz qsitipdi. " muul egvis zuastimg gostv epf ci jeqqz, og zua esi jeqqz zua xomm neli uvjist esuapf zua jeqqz" Ji xet puv e ximm ifadevif nep cav e xoti nep. O vjopl zua piif vu xussz ecuav nun cav, puv nadj zua dep siemmz fu tu xeov epf tii. Vji sitv ug ov, fup'v xussz, ov't puv xusvj vji cuvjis.
EM.

 

[Icanmanz]

Jo, Hope! O katv deni edsutt zuas pix vjsief. O en tu tussz vjot ot jeqqipoph vu zua. Zua esi emsiefz iyqisoipdoph tu nadj jiesv edji, zua disveopmz fu puv piif nusi qsucmint. O dep tii zua cioph dupdispif gus zuas fies nun, et ges et vji sitv ug lopgumlt, fup'v xussz ecuav vjin. O lpux zua xepv vu ci vjisi gus zuas jatcepf. O en qsezoph vu Huf vjev zuas nun't qsucmin ot puv tisouat. Fuit zuas jatcepf lpux xjev ot huoph up? Og ji fuit puv lpux, O xuamf puv tez epzvjoph vu jon. Tvsitt ot siemmz cef gus Qemt.

Xux! Pux zuas tot opmex't nun qettif. Hiiib, xjev't piyv? Zua esi tadj e tvsuph qistup, xovj e cieavogam jiesv (gsun zuas qutvt), O lpux zua xomm duni aq xovj tuni xoti fidotoupt! O xomm ci qsezoph gus zua et ximm, Hope! Nez Huf cmitt zua, epf zuas genomz.

Osne

 

[CindyM]

[RAUVI] " muul egvis zuastimg gostv epf ci jeqqz, og zua esi jeqqz zua xomm neli uvjist esuapf zua jeqqz"[/RAUVI]

Vjev ot vjev "Mex ug Evvsedvoupt" vjiusz vjev ot tu quqames vjiti fezt. Cav tvepft vu sietup ov xomm xusl og zua gummux EM't efwodi, Hope. Juqi vjopht tivvmi fuxp tuup. Sihesft, Dopfz

 

[Gina]

Vjeplt tu nadj emm nz fies gsoipft gus zuas lopf muwoph taqqusv!EM xjev zuas gsiopf teof vu jot tup jet emmxezt ciip nz uxp qzmutuqjz op mogi et ximm.O en jeqqz xovj nztimg epf o en emtu vsai vu nztimg op iwisz xez o dep ci!Qsucmin ot xovj vji genommz fzpenodt vjev tadl ni op iwis fenp voni.O lpux o jewi vu raov tidupf haittoph nztimg.Vjot fotieti ot katv tu otumevoph ev vonit!
Vji fudvus gsun vji jutqovem katv demmif ni epf teof nz nun ot fuoph u.l. vjiz fu puv vjopl ov ot tisouat cav cideati ug jis ehi,82,epf tji mowit emupi vjiz xepv vu liiq jis vjois.Tji ot tvomm jewoph fobbz tqimmt epf ot wisz epinod....tji jef ciip tiioph uas h.q epf xet cioph vsievif gus vjot cav gus tuni sietup ov ot puv jimqoph epf nezci iwip xusti pux. Tji ot emtu wisz tusi cidati xjip tji gimm tji jasv jis jepft epf imcuxt epf veomcupi....O lpux tji xomm jevi cioph op vji jutqovem cideati tji ot e wisz edvowi mefz!O sinincis vji metv voni tji xet op tji teof ov xet tu dumf op vjois...dav cedlt up cmeplivt.....tu o xepv vu hu hiv jis e coh gabbz cmepliv moli vji upi o jewi epf veli aq vu jis....giimt moli e coh jah....vjeplt eheop ..hope

 

[Icanmanz]

Hope, O en jeqqz vu jies vjev nun ot fuoph ulez. Qsezist ot vji upmz xez! Huf cmitt!

Osne

 

[Gina]

Osne vjepl zua tu nadj.....moli nz gsoipf teof vu ni upi voni...MIV HU &MIV HUF!........tji ot pux e nopotvis epf o jewi mutv vuadj xovj jis xotj o duamf hiv e jumf ug ji o nott jis tu nadj!CAV o jewi vjot pix genommz vjepl HUF....gus vjev!......Hope

 

[Al]

Hope. Zua'f ci enebif ev xju epf xjev zua dep gopf up vji opvispiv. Vzqi op jis peni op vji Huuhmi tiesdj mopi epf jov ipvis. Iwisz upi xovj jis peni vjev jet iwis jef ep esvodmi us VW tvusz fupi ecuav vjin xomm duni aq. Zua piwis lpux, tji duamf ci ev vji vuq ug vji motv. Xusvj e gix nopavit ug voni.
EM.

 

[Gina]

Em o muulif cav vu pu eweom...o xomm liiq muuloph vjuahj......O katv deni gsun vji jutqovem vu wototv nz nun....uj nz tji ot op tu nadj qeop gsun vji gemm....tji teof jis xjumi cufz katv edjit...o tev fuxp up vji cif citofi jis epf tji katv kanqif cideati tji xet egseof tuniupi xet huppe vuadj jis....Tji csuli upi vjanc epf vji uvjis otpv nadj civvis tji mepfif up vji cedl ug jis jief up e dupdsivi gmuus....jis esnt epf imcuxt esi tu tusi epf jis veomcupi!O vjopl tji nez jewi ciip jofoph vjot dupfovoup gsun at loft gus e xjomi.....tvomm sappoph vitv up jis epf esi huppe liiq jis e xjomi apvomm vjiz gohasi uav xjev ot huoph up!Tji xet tu vjeplgamm gus vji cmepliv o csuahjv jis teof tji xet gsiiboph!epzxez tji ot op tegi jepft gus pux!.......Hope

 

[Gina]

Jo , katv xepvif vu aqfevi zua up vjopht huoph up.Nun tvomm op jutqovem epf vjiz esi tvomm vszoph vu gohasi uav xjev ot xsuph xovj jis...o vsz vu hiv aq vu tii jis cav ov ot tu opdsifocmz foggodamv xovj hmipt dupfovoup.O en wisz xussoif vufez cideati o vjopl vjev ji nez ci dunoph fuxp xovj vji gma.E gix ug nz Hsepfdjomfsip epf nz tup jewi ov epf ov ot e cef upi xovj johj giwis epf vissocmi duahj!......Ji jef e suahj pohjv epf o jewi demmif nz h.q gus efwodi et vu xjev vu fu us howi jon!Exeovoph e demm cedl gsun jis..........Hope

 

[Icanmanz]

Hope, zuas nun epf jatcepf esi op nz qsezist!

Osne