Dear Tofinodays,
The stress of leaving the house and every aspect involved in getting to the campus using crowded public transport, walking around on the campus etc., is indeed a main aspect for my decision to pursue distance education.
I feel neither completely disabled nor comfortable with walking on my own for a longer time or distance. A crack in the pavement could make me fall while a stairway may cause absolutely no problem. The slow progression of the ALS makes it even more difficult for me to accept this disease and to actually call myself “disabled”. These thoughts always prevented me from reflecting about assistance, may it be personal or through walking aids etc.. I’m very aware of how paradoxical this seems, but being afraid to use assistance because of fearing the loss of independence while it actually could improve ones own ability live autonomously, is a very common feeling to me.
At the moment, i’m quite satisfied with my educational situation, but of course distance education makes me feel a bit lonely from time to time, despite all advantages of the Web 2.0 - real life friendships are different.
I’m thinking about meeting some other students for studying together next semester. There are so many options of getting in touch and i feel this wish make new contacts more than ever before. I can hardly wait for the summer. Have been outside by myself today and i feel how much easier it is to walk when the temperatures are mild.