Re: Hate-filled rant (Get the ugly out.)
I am so thankful for the Forum being here for you to be able to vent your anger. We all need to let it out or explode in some kind of rage. Please feel free to continue.
I just wanted to share how I personally have gotten beyond the anger and hate. At some point, I finally realized the anger was poisoning me and the people around me.
Yes, I am dying.
I finally got to the point of where I could say that and accepted it.
Now what do I do with the time I have left?
That has taken months if not years to work out. I have found peace in my faith in God. I also have learned to focus on living one day at a time, and trying to do something during that day that I and others will enjoy. Overall, some call it making memories, good memories. It may be just sitting with one of my 16 grandchildren or four children and telling stories of my life growing up. Giving them things to remember about Grandpa and what my life was like. Talking to them about what difficulties they are facing in life.
There are hundreds of things I can focus on to help make each and every day a little better for all of us. I pray when I am called home, they will remember Dad loved them, Grandpa loved them, and that I was not so drawn into myself, me, me, me, that I forgot them.
Their lives will go on far after I am gone. Can I make the passing just a little better? Who knows, but at least I am going to try.
I hope and pray that today is better than yesterday, and that I am a better person each and every day until I am gone. Yes, I hurt, I have bad days, and I always will. But, how do I react to them?
Just another view I pray you will consider. But do not let it keep you from venting.
Get the ugly out. So the good can shine through.