Jeliota
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- Jul 3, 2007
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Doctor said it was normal. I thought this would cheer me up, until I realized that other people have gotten clean EMG's and later been diagnosed with ALS.
I am concentrating on every little fasic that fires off around my body. I'm imagining that I have weakness in my left side. I am totally miserable. I'm convinced the doctor missed the signs or just didn't want to tell me. I can do little but think about this disease.
As of today, I am signing off all ALS sites. If I have the disease, I have it. If I don't have it (and even if I do), the constant research and consideration of symptoms is absolute torture.
As of now, I refuse to live my life as though I have ALS. There will be time later for depression and anxiety if my doctors change their minds. Any time thoughts of this disease pop into my head, I am going to think, "I am clean. I am healthy. I am calm." I suspect I'll be thinking those thoughts a lot over the next few days, but I refuse, REFUSE, to live with a disease I don't have.
Good luck to all and may we find a cure soon.
I am concentrating on every little fasic that fires off around my body. I'm imagining that I have weakness in my left side. I am totally miserable. I'm convinced the doctor missed the signs or just didn't want to tell me. I can do little but think about this disease.
As of today, I am signing off all ALS sites. If I have the disease, I have it. If I don't have it (and even if I do), the constant research and consideration of symptoms is absolute torture.
As of now, I refuse to live my life as though I have ALS. There will be time later for depression and anxiety if my doctors change their minds. Any time thoughts of this disease pop into my head, I am going to think, "I am clean. I am healthy. I am calm." I suspect I'll be thinking those thoughts a lot over the next few days, but I refuse, REFUSE, to live with a disease I don't have.
Good luck to all and may we find a cure soon.