- Jan 28, 2015
My pals has gone to be with god tonight. And I didn't understand or listen very well to the calls who've lost their pals. And I feel sick. I am only 33, he was fine a midnight and I went to bed was supposed to be up at 1am for morphine dose but something woke me straight up at 1240am and I flew into his room and I saw he was gone. He must have woken me cause he was very warm but no pulse. How will I tell my kids in the morning. They were not home when this happened. They were all at a sleepover at my moms. The worst was when the funeral home came I didn't want to see them take him. So I hid in basement and plugged my ears so I couldn't hear he loud footsteps.